Continue posting beast_reguards, i'm totally fine with whatever you do.
Just dont become like your other compatriots that are entered the dark side (toxicity/craziness).
This is why i hate discord (one reason of multiples) and wont touch it anymore. Luckily dont need it for job.
And this, is also why, monotonepuppet (that acted like this ---- user but more mildy as its a giant FU and not a nazi-insult)
i dislike her.
Or more i dislike karens in general
And i...
Or on discord, welp, was given mods power for 1 SINGLE DAY.
To random someone i asked "plz move image to another channel" (its not fitting)
But suddenly there is this "karen" user, coming suddenly
and was called out by her as being a dictator, and told a german general name (that existed btw)...
Heck my worse of worse (2 in fact) experiences.
Is that i said "gj wp" in Heroes in Storm (moba)
there is this dude that began insulting me. Nonstop. FOR NO REASON.
Later on i asked : why do this????
he said : Because i like insulting others (knowing its totally crazy and evil and shitty)
I'm just like this protagonists of CNs.
"If you give me respect, i respect you back, if you dont respect me, i will return the favor x10 times"
But somehow, like this protagonists, im cursed to have "problems" incoming.
Just like that if they go to restaurants, a shitty young master would...
And ofc, as i'm "loud", like the reader is annoyed, others have misunderstood disliking-impressions of me.
I ALWAYS.
ALWAYS.
Only retaliate.
But sadly, people see only the gun pulled or corpse but dont think "oh its self defense" but "KILLER !!!!"
meanwhile im envious of Enigma-like users...
or i'm kind or i risk breaking rules (with childish insults)
but i dont have this "obnoxious bully" energy that nowadays internet people got. This arrogant smugness that goes under your skin, be toxic without breaking any rules. The bully energy if you know what i mean.
The kind of disregard...
And well, that is also another thing.
Like the loud-but-kind-inside character in manhwa, i cant seem to find the middle ground or good "comebacks" (toxic ones)
I mean, im 2 states :
And even when i do act "evil", i'm like a ridiculously angry chihuahua (which insults are childish).
And well, in 2024 internet, pretty sure when "veteran toxics" see my actions, i bet they can see my low expertise on it on the get go (like bullies trope "oh look this preschool kid try to punch...
i know, but im just so tired (mentally).
and to break a person, its often the heart the easiest method to kill them.
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I feel like this twitter jp-artists, that simply live normally, but suffer injustice for no reason. Bc the world is illogical and full of crazies.
"Why do i need to suffer...