I just call it having severe chronic anxiety, but your thing sounds cool too. I dont think im necessarily "broken" or "missing" anything, its just one of many ways the human body i unfortunately inhabit can vary. Its just depressing that it feels like im denied what is supposed to be a common...
q log 127: what is love? What is a romance? What is it like to crush on someone, to have butterflies every time you think of them? Why cant i feel these feelings, and not for lack of trying? If pressed on who i like, I panic and name random objects. I want relationships and to be wanted, but I...
I avoided watching it for the longest time bc I was scared I wouldn't like it and it wouldn't live up to my expectations. Boy am I glad I was wrong about that lol
q log #125: I am the guy from the warning signs. Yeah, all of em. I experienced every single one of them, from being cut, to grinded, to electrocuted. and if you must know, I enjoyed all of it. Deeply.
Why do i even bother pointing out anything I notice if people are just gonna act like none of the rules they taught me to live by even matter? "Dont call people names" becomes "if I dont call someone a slur in the next 10 seconds I'll explode". "Share with others" becomes "socialism is evil". I...
q log #122: I give up. Can't be passionate about things anymore, i get called overly sensitive for noticing an injustice, I can't even say "dont be a jerkwad" without people complaining its their right to be a dick and im spoiling their fun.
Mines split at least three ways between my adhdemon, my autism fairy, and my anxiety creature. I offer advice, try to mediate, but negotiations can be rough.
@georgelee5786 its okay to use it in a non-insulting way. Youre using the word properly in engineering, chemistry, music notation, etc. Its when its used to denigrate others that it becomes a slur and where I start to have an issue.
And im autistic and im not comfortable with the word, so why does your desire to say the word override my desire to not have to hear the word? Why does what one autistic person want apply to the whole group?
Is respecting my personal space (as you *are* on MY page after all) too big of an ask? Is it too much to ask that we find less creatively bankrupt ways to insult others WITHOUT attacking a trait they have no control over?
I mean that sincerely, what's so important about the R Slur that not being allowed to use it is the end of the world? Can't we be more creative than that? Its cheap and takes shots at disabled people like myself, who, for the most part, are just struggling to live each day. Nobody HAS to...