Trauma?? Tell me

[Deleted member 76176]

My dog stepped on a bee.

 

[Dark_Phoenix_Zaetyk]

Clowns,blame my mother for that...when i was 6yrs old i woke up at night to go to the toilet,i didn't know my mother just came from a neighborhood party where she dressed as a clown what a disaster,i remember how my shit hanged on my ass when my precious mother opened the toilet door?,all i remember was waking in the hospital.

 

[Deleted member 76176]

When I was a smol kid a dog bit me.

That's pretty surprising considering you said you are a dog person.

 

[RepresentingWrath]

That's pretty surprising considering you said you are a dog person.

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[Deleted member 41774]

unforgivable, all artist don't deserve to made fun of, critiqued sure but petty bullying *shaking my fist at them*

Well, idk if it's bullying (I guess it is?), but I can tell their subtle way of saying "We don't want you in our group!" so I just dipped.

Stopped looking for such community after that and just stuck with the very few artist friends I have now. It's more peaceful that way.

 

[l8rose]

I fell out of a moving vehicle when I was younger which has led to a mild phobia of cars (I function in one by being the driver and listening to loud music). I get anxious and car sick if I'm not driving.

I also cannot stand the smell of cooking ham as it reminds me too much of what human skin smells like when it's burning (for the morbidly curious, my brother had an accident around a bonfire but only ended up with light scarring on the top of his head). It's fine if it's cooked but up until that point, it'll make me ill.

 

[RedMuffin]

I won't go into details unless you ask the specific of the event (I'm being lazy so...) just know that I have trauma related to:

Sheep
School
Homework
Hose
Car
Brick
Thiefs
Bikes
Archive of our own
Etc. (I can't remember more at the moment)

 

[beast_regards]

Royal Road. The experience haunts me to this day and forces me to mention them in every second or third post.

 

[Indicterra]

A small kitten getting run over by a car, I tried to save it but couldn't.

I was so distraughted...Like I never knew i could feel such immense sadness before,

It was strange, like it was not my kitten, just a stray one and I was 20 at the time for fuck sake, but yeah I now drive an extra 15 mintue to avoid that road as it kept reminding me that scene with utmost clarity, frame by frame.

 

[Feather]

I don’t care enough about myself to bother to off myself. Win-win.

 

[Seaspecter]

Well, it feels like a lifetime ago now but I was involved in the Iraqi invasion so there are a few things I wish I'd never seen.

 

[Nevafrost]

Clowns,blame my mother for that...when i was 6yrs old i woke up at night to go to the toilet,i didn't know my mother just came from a neighborhood party where she dressed as a clown what a disaster,i remember how my shit hanged on my ass when my precious mother opened the toilet door?,all i remember was waking in the hospital.

Sorry, it made me laugh ?. I'm literally sorry

I fell out of a moving vehicle when I was younger which has led to a mild phobia of cars (I function in one by being the driver and listening to loud music). I get anxious and car sick if I'm not driving.

I also cannot stand the smell of cooking ham as it reminds me too much of what human skin smells like when it's burning (for the morbidly curious, my brother had an accident around a bonfire but only ended up with light scarring on the top of his head). It's fine if it's cooked but up until that point, it'll make me ill.

That smell thing is so... I can't explain how I would feel. Feels disgusting? Idk

I won't go into details unless you ask the specific of the event (I'm being lazy so...) just know that I have trauma related to:

Sheep
School
Homework
Hose
Car
Brick
Thiefs
Bikes
Archive of our own
Etc. (I can't remember more at the moment)

Archive of our own? Fair enough

A small kitten getting run over by a car, I tried to save it but couldn't.

I was so distraughted...Like I never knew i could feel such immense sadness before,

It was strange, like it was not my kitten, just a stray one and I was 20 at the time for fuck sake, but yeah I now drive an extra 15 mintue to avoid that road as it kept reminding me that scene with utmost clarity, frame by frame.

A video went viral where a lady stood in front of a moving train to commit suicide. She got run over by the train of course. Believe me, I didn’t feel really sad for her. But, I felt bad for the driver. Seriously, just imagine seeing someone getting torn up in pieces just in front of you. It's so fucked up

 

[ElijahRyne]

Idk what I'm creating this thread for. Whatever, just tell me about any of your traumas. Like, something you went through or you are going through rn. I feel like I'm taking traumas too lightly these days, I laugh at things that I shouldn’t.
So, lemme hear about your trauma. I will try to be normally react again.

In kindergarten while playing dodgeball I ran into a wall and cut my forehead open. I stained the wall and ground with blood.
In between kindergarten and first grade my tonsils swole big enough to give me sleep apnea.
In 1st grade a housefire formed in my room less than a meter from my bed, because my dog chewed on the wire to my heater.
I also often wake up barely being able to breathe, due to my asthma, all throughout my life.
In second or third grade I was attacked by a dog while walking my own.
In second grade I watched ‘The Boy in Striped Pajamas’.
Probably more, but they aren’t coming to mind.

 

[New_Leaf]

Hmmm... There's quite a lot I could mention but the ones that stuck to me are being abused and treated like shit when pandemic fell. With nowhere to go, It felt like I was a bird in a cage. Another one is seeing both of my parents almost kill themselves. Third is prolly... Getting sexually assaulted when I was younger not surpassing the age of ten if I remember through being drugged.

I'm now doing fine though, these experiences doesn't really make me flinch anymore... Maybe? idk, but I'm good for now I guess. I'm used to dealing with my emotions that I can live with these experiences like nothing now. It did gave me ptsd but not so much anymore.(I feel like it's non-existent even)

Though, sometimes, no, mostly, I suffer from low self esteem. Hopelessness and feeling worthless/useless. It's been a problem lately but I'm trying to be better and improve myself slowly. It's hard but yiiee that's life so you just move forward no matter what.

Actually, I could go on and on and list how many shits I experienced when I was a kid but that would take forever to write. But ye, these are the things that stuck to me.

(I'll delete this message later)

 

[Deleted member 84247]

I had a shitty childhood with abusive figures. Later in life I had friends who took their own lives. It was only as I got older I started realizing my childhood was abnormal when I shared stories, and I didn't feel anything about it for a long time. That was until I realized that I was numb, so when I started working through some things, several emotions surfaced. I didn't even know it was possible to cry about things later that I felt nothing at the time it happened.

 

[Daydreamers]

I don't know where to start

 

[RedMuffin]

I don't know where to start

You can start from "When I was born, I cried..."

 

[Daydreamers]

You can start from "When I was born, I cried..."

i'll write a novel about it

 

[SRB]

I don't actually experience strong emotions. Neither good nor bad.

 

[ConansWitchBaby]

I already had a fear of heights. Then I fell through a floor last year. Check for water damage, people.