The femboy experience

Rhaps

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My body is fucked up, after the age of 15 I suddenly experience massive changes to my body as a whole. Essentially, my metabolism went full on overdrive and my estrogen level rises for some reason.



I don't know the medical term for it, but I basically became a femboy not by choice. I didn't seek medical help because much like my pyromaniac nature, I like to watch events play out.



So I lost a lot of fat in my booba, so it's really flat until this year when I finally have time to go to the gym and gain some muscle. So I'm on a road to become a muscular femboy or become just a normal guy again.

Since I'm expecting to get out of my femboy phaze, I thought I would share some experience with you all and finally say goodbye to my femboy body.

First, jackets are awesome. You can hide so much with them, unless you touch someone directly you won't be able to tell if they're fat or skinny. Get the ones that have inner pockets and zippers! There are a lot of variety from thick to thinner than paper.

Second, friends are amazing. My friend group, which are all boys because girls are yucky, doesn't really care that much, even if I harrass them since I am apparently Pansexual and I like touching things in a sexual manner. Yes, toaster included.

Third, it' s very fun to surprise people with my voice. I'm the total opposite of Pica from One Piece, having a girly body and a very deep voice since apparently, estrogen left my voice alone (though I do some vocal training, I can switch my tone like controlling the volume). Being a menace to society, seeing people's expressions when someone that look like a girl can give a Corpsehusand impression are priceless.

Fourth, despite what many people believe, I don't dress like a girl or pretending to be a girl. Sure, it's fun to mess with people, making them think I'm just a tomboy but it get old fairly quickly. I don't care what people think about me, but I like to be seen as a man more than a woman. People just don't take me seriously enough, until I choke them that is (with my hands, my grip is pretty strong)

Finally, people don't question me when I check out women's clothes and stealing the design for my own self-interest. I'm into cosplay and just picked up sewing last year, I usually just make robes though like the Mechanicus one I'm working on. There is something about women's fabrics that is smoother and more enjoyable to touch (but it's fucking expensive to buy the fabric), I'm honestly jelly.

Well, that's all I have for today~ let's see if the protein and workout help me get out of this femboy body. And hopefully, my estrogen doesn't comeback like Palpatine.
 

NotaNuffian

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... hurray. You lose fat...

*Sigh*

I can't blame genetics. I am fat on my own volition ie lack of discipline.

But fucking hell, gaining a trait from growth spurt and lose fat as it is? All I gain was pubic hair!?!

And I am fat with a squeaky voice!?! What the fuck!?!
 

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I like touching things in a sexual manner. Yes, toaster included.
Okay this has to be a troll..... please let this be a troll
 

Rhaps

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... hurray. You lose fat...

*Sigh*

I can't blame genetics. I am fat on my own volition ie lack of discipline.

But fucking hell, gaining a trait from growth spurt and lose fat as it is? All I gain was pubic hair!?!

And I am fat with a squeaky voice!?! What the fuck!?!
Genetics and body is weird, metabolism going hyper isn't as great as it sound.
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Okay this has to be a troll..... please let this be a troll
Other people, yes I don't really harrass my friends but touching legs and holding hands is real.

The toaster part... :)
 

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"girls are yucky"
"I am apparently Pansexual"
"it's very fun to surprise people with my voice"
"I do some vocal training"
"it's fun to mess with people"
"I don't care what people think about me"
"I like to be seen as a man more than a woman"
"I check out women's clothes and stealing the design for my own self-interest"
"There is something about women's fabrics that is smoother and more enjoyable"
"help me get out of this femboy body"

there is an extraordinary amount of gender-related feelings in this post
but more remarkable... measuring the vectors... they go in many different directions
classification can only be "extremely unsettled." OP has extremely mixed feelings about being / no longer being a femboy
 

NotaNuffian

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Genetics and body is weird, metabolism going hyper isn't as great as it sound.
Can't really know other than quick google search.

So accelerated heart rate, shortness of breath etc...

Versus being fat...

To each their own poison then.

Also, this thread got taken down from the front page lol.
 

Rhaps

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Also, this thread got taken down from the front page lol.
Yeah I noticed, I just feel like I need to vent a little bit lol
there is an extraordinary amount of gender-related feelings in this post
but more remarkable... measuring the vectors... they go in many different directions
classification can only be "extremely unsettled." OP has extremely mixed feelings about being / no longer being a femboy
Yup, mixed feelings is the right words. Since I don't ever seek professional help, I guess I developed some sort body dysmorphia.

It was fun in some moments at least.
 

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This almost reads like prelude to that GB I wrote to spite Ai-chan, glad I brought my eye drops:
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KrakenRiderEmma

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Yup, mixed feelings is the right words. Since I don't ever seek professional help, I guess I developed some sort body dysmorphia.
This kind of "all over the place smoldering mess" what happens when you "like to watch events play out"... but if you're a pyromaniac you know that. I guess decide if you want to burn your own mind / body or actually get help to figure out what's going on with you (both body and mind)
 
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