AliceShiki
Magical Girl of Love and Justice
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"The differency between blind faith and idiocy? That's a complicated question... And a very loaded one as well."Faith..." Okarin murmured quietly.
"What is the difference between blind faith and idiocy? Surely, you also believe that the Rebels are a lost cause, do you not, Miss Nene? If you believed there was still hope for them, wouldn't you also want the Guild to do what they can?"
"I'm not blind... what does it matter if I bring them herbs? If I pray for them? Prayers won't stop the empire from crushing the last of them..."
"Miss Nene... I do not see a path forward. If I go by myself, it is meaningless. I can bring them water and put a bandage on someone's wound, but they will get cut down by a knights blade regardless. The rebels are cornered like rats in the very end. They will all die! What is the point? You say not to endanger myself, but isn't it full of danger if I go? Alone?"
Okarin was visibly upset.
"I believe The Goddess has brought me to this world for a reason. And I believe I have not fulfilled her goals for me yet, and therefore, my time here is not yet over... This blind faith on The Goddess was what allowed me to not be terrified of a demon that would eat me if I showed the slightest hint of fear to him.
"Was this my idiocy? Was I just lucky to escape that situation alive? Perhaps. But I do not believe so, I believe it was The Goddess that guided that demon of all possible ones towards me, and I believe it was her that convinced him to spare my life.
"You ask me if the rebels are a lost cause? To that I answer... That I don't know. I am not perfect, miss (?) Okarin, I am not able to always judge what is the right path.
"But I have memories... Memories of humans hunting the priestesses that I have spent my entire life with. All because of their misguided faith and belief that the non-humans and our faith should no longer exist... I do not want this fate to fall upon Scribel.
"... I have been to far too many funerals already... Is it really that bad if I want to keep that number as low as I can?
"I cannot say what is best for the rebels, I cannot condone their battle, nor can I condone any battle... To shed blood is against The Goddess' teachings... I can only pray that they chose a righteous cause, and with that, pray that The Goddess will guide them to a safe path.
"And for you... I cannot say what is best either. I see adventurers go into dangerous missions one after the other, risk their lives time and time again... Often for very noble causes... And often times, I don't see them return.
"I can only pray for their safety, and pray that they protect themselves while making their choices... But I cannot change their way of life. I cannot stop them from putting their life on the line.
"What will you do, miss (?) Okarin? No matter what you do, I will pray for you... But the outcome of your actions, depend solely on whatever you decide to act upon."