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@ElijahRyne You are too GLOBAL What i mean is that SHF users, for some UNKNOWN REASONS all decide by "coincidence/fate" to expose their shittiry side to me. Anon2025 piece of s + spam Cipiteca woke Corty dummycake, pain in a Ellieporter ? - greyblob cold Masked writer, annoying 0EQ male -cliche...

hahahaha...............hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha! ANOTHER THING THAT I HATED THAT NOW I FIND OUT TURNS OUT TO BE LIKE ME ! Subaru of re:zero I FKING HATE HIS GUTS. Well, now i know that i'm basically like him : SUFFERING (unlucky but not dying/losing)

If you knew my history of "dramas" you will find it crazy and mindblowing absurd and factually improbable in term of probability. I'm not fking kidding that i'm like a protag of a series, where drama/events keep happening to make MC suffer.

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I can understand that everyone has likes/dislikes people have more charisma that i'm unpopular/uncharismatic or that i talk too much people have friends Envy/Hans/Paul/Corty/etc BUT GODDAMNIT, can i get just 0,1% of the kindness everyone has for them ? HECK even woolmonkey the shitposter is...

Because to be honest. I LEGIT near want to quit SHF. Bc beside russian (and assur) there IS NO ONE ELSE THAT CAN BRING ME A DECENT ENJOYMENT HERE. ITS LIKE THE WHOLE WEBSITE SHF IS JUST A PRIVATE DISCUSSION WITH RUSSIAN !

TLDR CONCLUSION : Everytime i post, share, speak, converse, ANY FORM OF CONVERSATION, i FKING GET UNLUCKY. Both here and irl. The worse is that, i'm not the terrible kind of unlucky like cancer but the midly unlucky x99999 times. I once found 5 epic novels, i WAS SICK COUGHING FOR MONTHS.

LIKE. WHY THE GODAMNIT FKING GODAMN FKIGN HECK, that EVERYONE PLAY ALONG WITH EACH OTHER. BUT WHEN ITS MY FKING TURN SUDDENLY EVERYONE TURN FKING ANNOYINGLY REAL !? DID ANYONE see me go under Envy and post bs !? NO !

AliceShiki clearly (ex-previous) TOP5 user. Then they act like a bitch. MonotonePuppet ? Welp my luck is that she got a "fit" and give me a giant FU pic Botty ? Clearly we were happy. And she say "i wont read all that" when i needed her the most EVEN THE CHADEST CHAD USER Envy ? I requote her...

I fking dont understand. Like i said, its a fkign curse that i cant be happy for long. (part1 post)

@ElijahRyne So tldr you mean : They trying to do cringe joke bc their EQ are negative or lone people ? Yes its logical, but that kinda dont explain why the heck i get cases like AliceShiki/MONOTONEPUPPET, that btw was are clearly "good old users/reputation" but SOMEHOW for me they act like...

ARE EVERYONE IN SHF PLAYING SOME KIND OF SECRET COMPETITION vs WOOL MONKEY OR WHAT !? EVEN WOOL MONKEY SEEMS CUTER THEN EVERYONE RIGHT NOW IN MY MIND ! (and russian)

For real though. WHAT THE FCK with everyone all barging in on me and posting the WORSE SHIT INIMAGINABLE ! There are Para21 pulling out a "I will listen to 1 of your advice, FU" then AliceShiki "Forget tsuru, they a bad apple, we not like that" then Botty "Nah tldr" etc etc etc etc...

yes but too angry for it to work to be honest.

I HATE FATE/GOD !

I bet i could say normal stuff like : Today is a good day. Then i could get like Sola-sama : GOOD DAY TO SHOOT K-DS- !!!! HAHAHAHA (or worse)

That is why i say : Russian is my anchor to SHF because seriously. Beside him, there IS NONE. 0. NIET. NOTHING. NADA. user that can give me a nice satisfying reply/post to my own posts. (there are assur, paul, hans, etc but they are semi-afk)

But most importantly, God want me to have drama, and make me angry, and probably that i die from over-anger. For offtopic info, i had hyperventilation 2months ago, SOMETHING I NEVER HAD IN MY WHOLE LIFE bc of something personal with some close people. THAT IS HOW MUCH fate/god want me to piss...