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As for "PTSD", anyone would get it too when getting this kind of stuff. (and in the past of their lives) I ALWAYS get shitty private lecturing BS despite being THE ONE NORMAL in a world of crazies.

kek. Now i think about it. What i just said is coincidentally funny now i think about it. "Everyone is drunk posting to me". And reason why @Simple_Russian_Boi is the only being normal. Is because his alcohol tolerance is "russian lvl" kekw. XD That would explain it !!!! hahahahahaha

I trust you, but i think you gonna be like Elijah where you dont undertand the crux of the situation. Not to say your knowledge is useless, heck maybe i will enjoy it AND its very very important true. But its just that it wont help for me case. And no i dont need help for society etc. I SIMPLY...

To give a False EXAMPLE. A good positive. LETS SAY : Paul_Tromba See? he is chill, he is normal, he PLAY ALONG especially when i sometimes joke on his relationship with his gf/fiancee. THIS. is what i want. NORMALITY. Like everyone does to each other.

I know. I KNOW. I KNOW ! But Thing is, i'm NOT a karen NOR i want to become one. But like everyone play a game "hey lets make Tsuru become a karen or explode" secretly behind my back.

Lets take an example recently. Your new emotes thingies (in your profile) Its cute and all. I love it too. If you check i also hearted-react to it. 10x reacts, you deserve it and i'm not jealous. But as you can see, there is no one under it, being a pain under it. ME ? I bet sola-sama (sorry...

That is the thing. I truly dont have a higher standard, especially you Envy. You are you. And that is why me and everyone love you. Same for everyone. But its like as if GOD/FATE possess you guys and force you to be inhinged or do the most shitty or toxic or party-pooper ever.

BINGO I do. If not, i would be like Elijah (posting reasonings under everyone) like Anon2025 flooding the forum (NOT KIDDING i have a ton similar stuff of facts) like russian spamming cats or hounds and co posting totally random daily life But i dont. I dont want copycat nor annoy others.

Or basically like dummycake user where in thread, everyone was joking having fun, but then "delete this it piss me off" Thing, NORMALLY, ITS ME that its the party-pooper, the ambience breaker. But WTF with everyone be one to me !?

Me : What the!??? or its as if you wanted to keep your pristine aura and reputation, like a politician where the kid have a compromising photo by coincidence where the politician is finger in nose. I know that it can piss off some. I know hence wont scream it aloud or use as a slogan. But gosh...

DO YOU KNOW ? The vibes i felt from you Envy at that time. Its like as if what i said and quoted from you. Its like i near caused you to receive death threats/dox/bombs in mail or risk causing you to lose YOUR JOB. As if "tsuru shut up, i never said this shit, delete it NOW or i risk causing...

Its like the manga (Uramichi Life lessons, or another series i cant find name) where you are cheerful usually when filmed, but offscreen smoking/depressed. It would have been 1000000x better if you simply didnt speak out at that time. Bc for me it felt like if spiderman say [hey bruh i would...

I KNOW... Also for me too i wasnt using your words to bring you in the fight but at that time if you in my place, it felt like a hammer.

No. I got ptsd to any semblance form of "personal conversation" And if it was good, you could easily say it out loud. (its like the bully trying to call the kid behind school in anime)

............. +1 to my list of "i hate his guts but turns out karma boomerang exist and it becomes me or its me" Fate sure love toying with people. And you Envy is like Konohamaru, you could say one word / one Envy-pic, you get 10+ reacts and affection. Me like dumb naruto i wont hate you for...

To say an analogy. Im like the "cursed kid" in the isekai village in manga. The desperado everyone agree to spit on. The orphan they dont give a shit. The one no one invite. BRUH. I already knew that i have a "lone star" constitution, but even SHF is affected by this shit ?!!! (im serious)

You dont see them anymore as i DELETED THEM but do you know ? Sometimes i get stuff, that for me @Woolen_Bat_Monkey SEEMS LIKE A BLESSING AND ANGEL KID compared what they post. (heck i even found cute a few days ago, when he did his throwing and "/jk") Sure I exagerating as i dont receive death...