I dropped a bottle cap earlier... it just disappeared... I looked everywhere it could be but no nothing... I am thinking it just fell into a wormhole... or maybe it was the gnomes.
Why is it that music lately becoming so electric? it all feels less alive which is great and all but I wish there was more songs that feel more real... But they are becoming rarer and rarer I've found.
I was trying to figure out why I was so fucked up today... Found out I just have vertigo apparently... luckily my mother also has vertigo... So I used some of her meds temporarily.
I have decided against sleeping tonight... I am staying awake until midnight... I just drank one hell of an espresso... so I might stay up for another 24 hours... Nya~
if I was given the chance to get rid of all my mental problems... I'd turn down the offer instantly... I like my crazy self... I am not willing to lose that part of me... After all what's the point... I'd be losing a part of myself... That alone makes the offer not worth it... While I understand that these problems have almost gotten me killed on many occasions but at least I learned.

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