Why is it that music lately becoming so electric? it all feels less alive which is great and all but I wish there was more songs that feel more real... But they are becoming rarer and rarer I've found.
I was trying to figure out why I was so fucked up today... Found out I just have vertigo apparently... luckily my mother also has vertigo... So I used some of her meds temporarily.
I have decided against sleeping tonight... I am staying awake until midnight... I just drank one hell of an espresso... so I might stay up for another 24 hours... Nya~
if I was given the chance to get rid of all my mental problems... I'd turn down the offer instantly... I like my crazy self... I am not willing to lose that part of me... After all what's the point... I'd be losing a part of myself... That alone makes the offer not worth it... While I understand that these problems have almost gotten me killed on many occasions but at least I learned.
My mom got me a huge squishy... my nest has now run out of space... to many stuffed animals... the other cat's like to steal my nest too... what do I do now...?
Lately I've been zoning out more... Today I thought I was doing what I was planning... But then I suddenly realized... I'd just been staring into the void for hours... Not sure what's happening... But I like it... I am happy with it.
I am very bad at being sarcastic... I always sound serious... it doesn't help that I am also very blunt... I say, see things as they are... Good morning... I just woke up it may be 8pm... Possibly.
An interesting fact about me is that I have noticeably different sized pupils... And no I don't have a concussion they are just naturally like that... I asked a eye doctor one time why that was and they just kinda shrugged and said I was just born that way... Or was it the brain doctor..? I can't remember it might have been them back when I got diagnosed with VSS.

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