I had the "weeaboo" phase from 2013-2017. Full on school group chat anime club weeaboo. Learning japanese in math class, weeaboo. Obsessed with becoming a "mangaka." The dream was to go to Japan and work for a company like shonen jump. It took a few, once a gaijin, always a gaijin discourse to snap me out of it.
Of course, no one took me seriously, so I never took the art serious in that time period. After that, The digital art liberal was born, the liberal turned into a manifesto writing communist, and the communist turned into a hoi4 /pol/ loving fascist(albeit still left-leaning). Then I "normalized" or rather became a schizoid. I don't quite know yet, but I'm stable now, no more phases.
If you didn't understand, any additional jargon, well keep it that way for your sanity.
Actually, I'm in my, I can totally make a career out of "writing" phase.