Your dark history on the Internet

[Polarize4777]

Posting random game's extras for in game currency on Facebook. Playing League with strangers and friends, and have my gender doubted lol. Writing a story when I was 13 with no grip or firm command of English. Hell, I still have little in the way of commanding English in my writings. I posted my first chapter and had a comment that said it was unbearable if not straining on the eyes and mind to even skim through the texts. Finaly got back to writing again, but it will be slow until i find my style. Doing first person is hard enough and not having much in the way of grammar just make writing a teeny bit more difficult. I think I spend most of my time on YouTube or one of the reading sites where amateur or decently experience authors post their work. Overall, not much cringy content for my internet life beside the time I went down the porn rabbit hole when I discover the true marvelous use of my private.

 

[Discount_Blade]

I dunno i prolly do have cringey shit but I dont really give a damn about it. I say offensive and controversial things all the time. I'm not afraid of something I said being dug up. I'm a troll anyway yo. You wouldnt be able to use anything I said online in the past against me, at least. I wouldnt care lol.

Ah, a brother-in-arms. Cheers.

 

[EternalSunset0]

Me and my brother played dota on a public game and i didn't realize my name was kinda feminine at that time so most players assumed that i was a girl. It doesn't help that i'm usually the type to support people and give out positive help even if we were about to lose. So, after the game and me and my brother were about to play another, one guy message me, and wants to be friends. Since my brother and i think that it was just usual(since we usually friended random strangers) i accepted and we sometimes played with this random player.

Then, it gets personal and he slowly goes towards my personal space.

"What food do you like? Do you watch movies? You watch anime?"

At first, i thought it was just a nice gesture since maybe he wanted to be true friends and bros(also i'm a loner with the lack of social experience) so i responded favorably and nicely while also trying to be pleasant to talk to.

Then he gets way too personal, as in asking for my phone number, my age and so forth. My brother who had been gone to the bathroom that time came back and saw the message and was laughing while trying to steer the hint as to why he was laighing and wanted to continue the chaos.

I was getting more and more confuse while trying my best to understand this person until he finally made me understand what made him say those lines.

"Your pretty fun to hang out Girl, if you have time, wanna go out?"

Your pretty fun to hang out girl.....

Your pretty fun to hang out GIRL.

GIRL....

Oh fck..... *Insert me being confused to absolute disgust.exe*

Once i said Girl in my mouth, my brother starting to laugh his ass out while everyone turn towards us as they look at my brother dying of laughter and me facepalming from the embarrassment.

I then began to reply that i'm actually a guy which made him shocked but he was a bit persistent that i was just lying to him that i didn't want to go out with him until we played a game and use voice chat.

It would had ended there but.....

[To be Continued]

Looking forward to the sequel

 

[RepresentingCaution]

I'm not really embarrassed by my internet past, but I moved on to doing more sophisticated things.

In middle school when I was first exploring the internet, I wrote a poem about menstruation. I liked to recite it in chatrooms, and it would usually get me kicked out of the chatroom.

Why did I do this? I wanted to get people to think about common things in different ways. I wanted to challenge the way people saw the world. I still do, but now that I'm more sure of my place in the world, I take a more targeted approach.

 

[ArcadiaBlade]

Looking forward to the sequel

I already have the sequel but i'm just too tired to write the continuation that i ended up cutting it short. Its already in my dark history and i never want to recall more of that memory as this actually is a cornerstone to how i tend to be mistaken as a girl on the internet.