TASTYLEADPAINT
Resident Tech priest
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Self loathing
Well, one novella, three RPG modules and a very amateurish novel that, unless an ex-girlfriend still has the print copy, no longer exists in any accessible media (3.5 inch floppy disk for the last major version of DOS before Windows 3.1 took over everything, in a program called First Writer). Everything else is still in progress.Well, you finished novels so your chances are high...
Money.
Full honesty, what inspired the first 50 chapters to be written so quickly was discovering Zombieland saga. When I saw the concept, and how terrible it was, I figured whatever I could imagine off the top of my head couldn't possibly be worse than zombie idols.It was a bit of an exorcism for me at first. Now? Now I write because it's my life's work.
What you are feeling is not a lack of motivation; it's a lack of things to write. You had lived enough to have something to write, but you reached the end for now. Now you need to expand your horizons, live a little, have new experiences, good and bad... then it will come to you. You can't keep drilling a dry well and get more oil. You have to explore and find oil. It can be by getting inspirations from others, from different subjects (that part is critical), from lived experiences, from trauma... the list is long. Simply put: Touch grass, take walks, find love or whatever else you need to do. Don't think pushing like that is helpful; it will just be more frustrating, more traumatic. When I can't write the next chapter, I let it simmer for a while, do other unrelated things, explore myself (NO, not like that, boink!) Then it comes to me naturally at some point (I really am digging my own grave, ain't I?).
OK, so you took someone else's story (admittedly a bad one) and never did the work to plan and structure it yourself or imagine past a point because you do not have a strong feel for the story. It's no wonder. Please understand that I'm saying it with the best intent in mind, even if it might be harsh to hear... You basically stole someone else's bad homework and copied from it... No wonder you're stuck; it's a castle built on sand. You'll have to rework it in your head from scratch then. There is a limit on how much one can do without doing the full mental work. It's not a desperate situation, but you have a lot of catching up to do.Full honesty, what inspired the first 50 chapters to be written so quickly was discovering Zombieland saga. When I saw the concept, and how terrible it was, I figured whatever I could imagine off the top of my head couldn't possibly be worse than zombie idols.
Oh, no no no, I'm not saying I stole their work. The fact something so bizarre got popular inspired me to make more details about a story I already had floating around in my head. While there are bits here and there inspired by other stories (at this point, every story takes inspiration from at least one other story), the idea and concepts are definitely not based on Zombieland saga. Seeing that something so random was popular simply inspired me to focus and write off the top of my head.OK, so you took someone else's story (admittedly a bad one) and never did the work to plan and structure it yourself or imagine past a point because you do not have a strong feel for the story. It's no wonder. Please understand that I'm saying it with the best intent in mind, even if it might be harsh to hear... You basically stole someone else's bad homework and copied from it... No wonder you're stuck; it's a castle built on sand. You'll have to rework it in your head from scratch then. There is a limit on how much one can do without doing the full mental work.
Ah, sorry for the misunderstanding! Though even if you did, I didn't mean it would have been necessarily bad. Dali said it best: good artists copy, great artists steal XDOh, no no no, I'm not saying I stole their work. The fact something so bizarre got popular inspired me to make more details about a story I already had floating around in my head. While there are bits here and there inspired by other stories (at this point, every story takes inspiration from at least one other story), the idea and concepts are definitely not based on Zombieland saga. Seeing that something so random was popular simply inspired me to focus and write off the top of my head.
I find the more I prepare for a story, the more distractable I am, because if I know the story in my head, the process of writing is now actually a form of transcription, and that's just boring work. If I'm telling myself a story as I write it, not knowing too much about where I'm heading, I find myself getting very excited to FIND OUT what happens.I started my story with a lot of excitement to keep it going, and ended up burning through dozens of chapters in a month. Now, I've got a lot of ideas for the story I'm really excited about, but every time I sit down to actually write it out, I get distracted by literally everything. What tricks do you guys use to stay motivated and actually focus on your writing?