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Also lot of "female users" are wokes. Recently in particular it worsen.
To the point that a certain popular chad female user "E" (i wont say their name) despite having great TAKES on gayness/lgbt, asked me to not quote them or "put words in their mouth".
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And my style of writing ?
Yes i recognize it can be weird or a turn off.
But the problem isnt from me. But from the shitty internet and the shitty people everywhere now.
I can't do one joke, one simple sentence, one RANDOM THING OF TRUTH I SAY, without a shitty drama incoming in my face in less than a day, or maybe 1 week later.
I help someone ? Drama.
I talk in random Hollywood thread ? Drama.
I warn others about a woke user ? Drama.
I ask someone to apologize for calling me something ? Drama.
Do you know ? I got a fear for DMs. Because i RARELY get good news from any DM.
Or its a gm. Warning stuff.
Or its a annoying toxic person.
EVEN a certain SHF mod, make me scared. Sure he is great dude, and also despite 2 temp bans for "horny posting", i didnt get a full ban, but lets say some details that wont mention, make me feel like i'm on a razor with this guy.
I was so often hurt or simply annoyed by morons
(heck once i debated FOR A FULL DAY ON DISCORD WITH ONE) (or once i was called "WORSE THAN HITLER" on discord like wth. Or a karen calling me a dictator while citing the name of a real nazi commander under Hitl--), that now i can't help myself to detail each sentence with lot of ()
PS : One big example is that i simply AliceShiki TOP2 oldest user (no longer active) of SHF to apologize for calling "bad apple" (its not the insult that matter but more the fact i was portrayed as the villain, while the true villain was celebrated a big welcome party despite a piece of s)
but guess what, i got in my DM a 5 paragraphs long that i'm a mental patient that need to see a doctor from her, even with a link to "victim" disease wikipedia, when she could SIMPLY TYPE 5 FKING LETTERS = s.o.r.r.y
(Info, the heart knot is long gone, thx to DannyDaikon finally saying what i wanted to hear that they were a bad person for doing it but its sad it needed months at that time for finally someone saying it AND the only one to do it. Bc if it happened to one of you, i would rush to do it in a heartbeat)
You're not hated. Who made you think that?
Wrong wording.
More like "ghosted" or "
ignored". My profile that is.
Or you could say "the current does not flow well between me and others" (a saying)
Or "oh its tsuru again, meh let's scroll away"
But well.....Im kinda accustomed to it. Just like i was on discord until i quit it (reason why i left it, nor want to ever use it again, and hate it).
But again, there are Elija and others that post stuff that get 0 react too, and maybe worse than me at getting people's attention. But i still feel sad nonetheless. Its not that i'm an attention whore, but i'm more like "lonely rabbit" syndrome that i NEED attention/interaction. Or you can think of the energetic girl/tomboi in anime being TOO much energetic and verbose, but unlike anime Tomo-chan its more like "Another" anime.
2nd point : Why the fk is my ignore list so big.
Was peace never an option?
