where author decided
(1) to make her avatar be a HUGE MELON BADONKERS loli, like the unpopular magician manga series that had 2 of them
(2) the sudden serious twist "i will be serious for one sec, in fact i got mental issues and i know that, so i gathered my courage and decided to go a few days to hospital and wanted to inform you beforehand, anyway i will be afk for a while, cya logging off" from her
(3) SHE ISNT ADDED TO THE HAREM DESPITE ALL OTHER WOMEN "hey MC ? now that im better, i found out that in fact im not in love with you but just guilt-liking you bc of what happened in the past(accident)" and MC being fine bc "i got you girls to comfort me, and didnt had romantic feelings for her"
Not trying to call author old, but wtf with all "famous" old authors (JP in particular, but even old CNs had TON of MCs too doing it) disliking childhood friend romance and always making her a loser ? Now even a EN one did that too. Wtf did they do to them ? Do they have a one so they write one failing ? Just like that people with sisters will dislike incest-sister doujins ?
And the thing is, is how weird it felt that "she isnt added in" in the harem. I mean, not to say the series is a gacha game, but MC basically COLLECT all the pretty heroines, and it was NICELY DONE. But then there is this childhood girl that pop up, and even spam she loves MC. Only to be "nevermind, i was mistaken" !?????? Bruh wtf.
Also now i think about it, the badonkers, her being cringe "nyanya kawai-desu" "notice me senpai" was probably intentional so readers dont like her and be prepared she isnt "added" to harem.
Make Childhoodfriend romance GREAT AGAIN.