I have a rape impregnation fetish. It's not something I would want to happen to me in real life, but I think the fantasy comes from my innate biological desire to be overpowered by a male with strong genes so I can have strong offspring.
Nonnihilistic girl that wants to have a wholesome relationship
will actually want to read my entire library and talk to me about them in extensive detail
seems innocent
actually super horny
There is this... "nightmare" or "damnation" like thing... A "point of no return" thing... where the more irreversible or inescapable some "bad" but arousing thing is, the more arousing it is... especially in scenarios where, whether or not that something actually happens or not, is a free choice... an element which is often a part of others fetishes...