Just venting it off

[Nevafrost]

As blob has said, you need to think of your family as well. If the disease is fatal, even more so. They'll know at one point or another anyway, so let them know as soon as possible so that they can sort out their emotions and such.

On a side note, my grandpa also insisted he was fine for years and refused to go to the hospital. Yeah, he got cancer. It was too late at that point, and I remember my mom and her siblings struggled so much to take care of him for those last months.

Your struggle doesn't stay yours if it involves your life, and it shouldn't be.

I'm angry at myself at this point. But, I still don’t have the courage to tell them.
Ironically, I have had this disease for 7 years now, meaning I was 8-9 when I first had this. But, I figured out that I'm not okay afterwards. But, even so, I was prone to not tell my family. Just what's wrong with me?
I hate my past self and I look forward to my future self.

 

[CharlesEBrown]

Well, I have this fatal disease that I didn't tell anyone about. I mean I didn't even tell my family or friends. You know what? I don't even take any medication or treatment, lol. I don't know why I'm doing this to me. It may seem childish and immature. Well, I also agree that I'm acting foolish. I'm not talking about it to anybody. It may seem like I'm depressed but I'm not. I'm the happy-go-lucky type person. But, why am I doing this? I don't know. I just needed to vent out. I'm doing so. May be it’s just my mood swings.

I would research the disease and see if there are other treatments than the medicine. Also inform at least some of your family or friends that you may be dying.

Then again, depending how you look at it, all life is not only a sexually transmitted disease, but nearly always fatal so nearly everyone has a fatal disease, whether they talk about it or not so...

Regardless, hope either there is a cure or it is not one of the painful ones, and that you still have a good deal of time left.

 

[Nevafrost]

I would research the disease and see if there are other treatments than the medicine. Also inform at least some of your family or friends that you may be dying.

Then again, depending how you look at it, all life is not only a sexually transmitted disease, but nearly always fatal so nearly everyone has a fatal disease, whether they talk about it or not so...

Regardless, hope either there is a cure or it is not one of the painful ones, and that you still have a good deal of time left.

I hope so.