Enlightenment

[georgelee5786]

What she said. You are going to join in the three-way BL between @greyblob and @georgelee5786 , because you are all tsunderes.

No, unless Anon gives me his money

 

[J_Chemist]

I think this thread is reaching enlightenment. Peak enlightenment. I bring fourth Summoner Envy.

@TheEldritchGod, @Jemini, @K5Rakitan, and @TenderHuman

You have been summoned. *Flies away on a broom*

WHY

 

[TheMonotonePuppet]

To try and bring this back on topic and answer more seriously-

Yes. I have had several moments where I felt feelings when writing about my character's feelings. I've cried a few times, felt pretty angry a few others, and I've also accidentally made myself have flashbacks to some more intense moments of my life. It's a little spooky when it happens, but I live for the spook.

So is it like trauma or simply high-stress moments where you have struggled and overcome moments? And yeah! Live and live that spook!
I wouldn’t necessarily say feeling feelings in general is enlightenment. Enlightenment has a VERY different feeling. You take on the entire personality of them, and there is a sense of bliss (how I’d imagine a religious experience in stories where they truly bond with the divine for a brief moment in stories or accounts of religion).

 

[expentio]

Don't know if that counts, but I had sometimes a moment when the plotline that only was a baseline but just wouldn't turn into anything that would even remotely work in a way it would feel right, suddenly would align itself. Maybe by adding a new element, changing timing, or simply new information, it would just from one moment to the other make sense.

 

[WeissBlatt]

...If this is how enlightment looks, I would rather remain ignorant.

 

[RepresentingWrath]

To add to the original topic. I think Hans.Trondheim experienced something similar? I remember him writing that he wept for his MC. Not sure what happened there. You will have to ask him directly when he appears on SH forums.

 

[TheMonotonePuppet]

Don't know if that counts, but I had sometimes a moment when the plotline that only was a baseline but just wouldn't turn into anything that would even remotely work in a way it would feel right, suddenly would align itself. Maybe by adding a new element, changing timing, or simply new information, it would just from one moment to the other make sense.

I think that counts! It’s far less rapturous than the example I gave, but there are varying degrees I suppose. I do wonder at what point does enlightenment become not-enlightenment per my own understanding of the word. Hmmm… something to ponder!

...If this is how enlightment looks, I would rather remain ignorant.

That’s sad! There are other types of enlightenment. Mine just touched on (to put it poetically/chuuni-like) “the truth of the madness; the cavernous fracture; that riddles deep through my trembling mind.”

 

[greyblob]

there are 5 pages in this thread, I've been tagged twice, two of which mention homoertocisim... someone summarize plz

 

[RepresentingWrath]

there are 5 pages in this thread, I've been tagged twice, two of which mention homoertocisim... someone summarize plz

 

[TheMonotonePuppet]

there are 5 pages in this thread, I've been tagged twice, two of which mention homoertocisim... someone summarize plz

What? You don’t need summarization, slime boy! Have fun with the puzzle!

 

[Deleted member 84247]

WHY

I am kinda stupid.

This is why I cannot in good faith recommend method writing to this degree. If you are self harming you should dial back how much you are acting as a character. The character shouldn't harm the writer. The writer should harm the character.

I still stand by this statement, and I don't condone any form of self-harm. If you are harming yourself to write a character, you should stop. If you are thinking of doing any self-harm, seek help.

 

[TheMonotonePuppet]

@greyblob anyway, do you experience enlightenment when writing?

 

[J_Chemist]

there are 5 pages in this thread, I've been tagged twice, two of which mention homoertocisim... someone summarize plz

 

[RepresentingWrath]

I am kinda stupid.

Unleash the beast.

 

[greyblob]

@greyblob anyway, do you experience enlightenment when writing?

i have not read the thread. i'll be back laterr

 

[Deleted member 84247]

Unleash the beast.

?‍

 

[RepresentingWrath]

?‍

let the forlorn out

 

[TheMonotonePuppet]

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i have not read the thread. i'll be back laterr

See you later!

 

[Deleted member 84247]

let the forlorn out

 

[RepresentingWrath]

@forli Have you ever experienced the enlightenment when writing?