I admit to this, right here and right now.
I've dabbled in the obscure, looking to understand the darkness that inhabits the human mind, and yet, I was the one who was swallowed.
Crucify me for my ideas! Put me to shame! Make me suffer, yes! Please! Shame me more, make this sinner regret all its past sins and be born anew under the light of the God that you profess!
You may not understand, but once you've seen what is in those files, what you can find inside human entrails, there is no turning back unless you're past public humiliation!
So do your worst to me! See if I care!