When on the forum : Intuition screaming at me to leave it.
When left the forum : Intuition screaming at me to come back.
I..............I wonder if its what experience all girls in the world that cant leave a bad relationship.
Its probably a big truth that no one girl could explain more...
And for info.
For some pure giga coincidence (i hate fate for that), i ALWAYS get some art that fit perfectly something on SHF.
And my body feel a deep impulse in the soul (not kidding) that i "NEED" to share.
Its what i +CNs call : a stupid "saint" (+i also feel bad villains suffering)
like a...
Also before people misunderstand that i try to "attract attention" or "wow its a lie and didnt leave at all". No. I truly want to leave it. For real, if i lie i go to hell.
I simply cant seem to leave it.
To make it simpler, its like the trope of "girl cant leave her toxic relationship...
Serious answer :
Botty giving me cold shoulder since far away "i cosplayed with my lover" (maybe she thought i want to dox her? or sounded too jealous of it)
then "i watch movie on lap on lover" + close profile for months.
and now bottylover creating profile, and flirting in front of me. ...
I.....just want..........sigh............."have fun" and childishly "have 100 friends"
But fate make it so i can't. (or very VERY shortlived)
Just like ulysses and gods keep throwing things at him to stop him.
ps : Do you know ? IM NOT evil but i feel happier not sharing, as i know i dodge a...
Also again inb4 say : But you only complain/vent Tsuru(me) !
>Me pointing when i share good things but 80% of the time they ignored or i have someone that come crashing it down and causing a bad memory for me NUMEROUS TIMES BY NUMEROUS PEOPLE.
I mean.
I even cant see Enigma anymore. ?
(and plz dont do the usual "work/busy/etc" reason BUT STILL. Also I KNOW ! And that is why i type long. Bc i dont want this kind of 1 braincell conversation, where the other think the other has 1 braincell)
And yes, even Assur and Russian are beginning to not be enough to keep me.
Just like Frieren will see them grow old and feel more and more distant from them.