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That is why i keep spamming saying to my parents : We are in a paradise. (i always not sure if my mom/dad truly understand the heaviness&truth of it)

In fact, its the famous trope of "i love it so much that i hate it" See dracula(vampire) ? Believing in god so much but suffering so much and no help from god so he turns vampire. Loving so much humans = Hate humans after seeing them being so evil Anti-perversion women = But they are degenerate...

In fact, im not sure if you know it. But AZ. DO YOU KNOW that everytime you are disparaged/mocked about your religion. I basically try to defuse everything up JUST FOR YOU? (by acting neutral) I would prefer to shut up and not care but i still do it just for you, you know ? Because i dislike...

If you, envy, SRB, etc suffered a disparage, or so insulting disgusting PM, i would totally act like Danny of supporting and criticizing this shit. So it makes me sad to see no one do it you know ? Im like : Am i the crazy to be the only sane one ?

Immerhate time. - I hate that people dont understand the basic logic of "It could happen to you too, so have empathy" (bible : Dont do to others what you dont want others to do)

------------------ Anyway Az. Dont worry. I turned the page. Thanks to Danny. My heart demon is now gone about it. I dont care anymore. I simply needed to be believed ONCE (with the drama) and Danny did. (the worse of it, is that it wasnt that FUCKING HARD to look at the bs pm aliceshiki gave...

And also that "reputation" is sometimes a unbeatable mountain. (and tribalism/defending friendship>facts) Aliceshiki being a very oldest member and all (2 digit numbers). Friends with bunch of others like Envy, etc.

I know. It made me understand that being aggressive, EVEN IF YOU ARE CORRECT make you easier to be hated/not trusted for no reason. Like, bitch, just click this link. Just 5s ago, the other person said spouting insults AND IM THE BAD GUY? THERE IS PROOF. RIGHT. THERE !

You dont give someone a 5 paragraphs long PM when the other person simply ask 1 WORD ONLY : Sorry. 1 WORD. 5 LETTERS TO TYPE. That is how bs Alice was. Ironically, I love justice, i love alice, i love Shiki. But all 3 things combined in AliceShiki, somehow disgust me of her that use this 3...

Btw, still have it. The PM. As proof/back up of their bs.

That is how helpful danny was, when she was angry for my sake going "Fuck, she is a bitch!" (oh reminder, AliceShiki gave a PrivateMessage 5 PARAGRAPHS long of "go see doc, you are sick in the head need help" *faking being concerned for me*)

And THAT IS WHY I love so much DannyTheDaikon to the point of feeling i could risk my life for her. When you are in a world of pain, where people misunderstand you, hate you, or dont care about you, sometimes a simple sunlight, is like a rope out of hell you know ?

And the thief acting innocent (im a good person, look how kind my smile is, hehehe) and welcomed WITH A HUGE PARTY by EVERYONE OF THE GODDAMN VILLAGE. While the hero can only gritt teeth seeing this bs. And suffering "bad apple" (dont worry, we are kind not like some bad apple) implied...

Its like a goddamn thief, stealing a thing, drop their stolen bag of coins, while saying the most vile rude things ever, despite the hero giving them 2, 3, 5 POSSIBILITIES of redemptions Then they see and rush to a group of villagers screaming : HELP HELP im attacked ! And everyone siding with...

That is why i hated Aliceshiki so much when calling me "a bad apple" AND not apologizing for it. Because as a hero, (context for others if they see it:im not one or chuunibyou for it)(i just like justice so much to batman lvl) do you understand how hurtful it feels to be disparaged like that ...

TOTALLY THE SAME ! :oops: The hero, (s)he is retired. But her strength is still there. Retired doesnt mean she is weak. So yeah, suddenly hero destroy a mountain of monsters and everyone is scared or hating the hero. Same as people hate the dragon for burning village (despite deserving it).

So yes. Like the hero and "evil" dragon in manga goes, somehow they get along quite well. In our case, we are both isekai-like = we coincidentally get along. PS : That is why Botty makes me so sad. Because as "fellow" robots, i hoped botty was more smart and reasoning. But no. The way she...

But well.... Reality slap us in the face. Like always. Dragon cave is attacked. Reputation slandered/dragon mocked(your religion), despite not wanting troubles. And betrayed by person they trusted (not really, but friendship with envy destroyed) And me, my wife is not caring of me and love...

Ironically, now i think about it we are kinda similar. In the sense, you are a dragon, wanting peace and quiet and me hero-like(personality) that thought SHF was like a retirement country-side village (like the mangas goes, where they have ultra happy new life).