Ok fuck you, in fact i prefer you hate me.
If you dont care about me, hence laugh react at me because you dont care, i prefer you hate my guts and ignore me.
Yes i know i am nothing special.
Dont think i dont know that.
But seeing you, by coincidence laugh-react, always at worst opportune time, is very grating. To the point right now its maddening.
Its you projecting.
I never asked your apologize.
I SIMPLY BEG OF YOU to stop spamming your laugh-react at me.
Why dont i see you laugh react or thumbs-up at anything else i say huh?
You dont choose to thumbsup, you dont sad react, HECK YOU EVEN GIVE OTHER USERS a thumbs-up
but me ? YOU nitpick the worse of the worse where im giga-serious and/or sad, and bam LAUGH HAHAHA ?
And you tell you are doing nothing wrong ?
SERIOUSLY?
I dont want beef with you.
NOR that i intentionally misgendered you voluntarily.
Dude/dudette/he/she/they/them/robot/ai/you/thisguy/thisguygirl/thisgirl/bruh/sis/WHATEVER
Im sorry if i misgendered you.
Please STOP spam laugh react.
So yeah, sorry that you misunderstood that i hate him or something (though maybe a little? i am not even sure myself. The mystery of human heart)
(im also easy to misunderstand and i pick wrong words all the times or lost meaning in typing)
But to return to the topic, i envy you for a grandpa...
And after all this years, i also (try?) do not care about it no longer. He is dead. So Rest in Peace.
And after seeing bunch of CNs
i also try to reason that he didnt try to insult me or basically tried his own manners to say i was "bad" for not helping the rest (they were trying to prepare...
But
And i also know that he was VERY VERY old and VERY sick (he always was in bed)
So i know its NORMAL he was pampered/helped. Like carried to bath.
But still doesnt change the fact he said that to me. And hurt me a lot+my mom.
I know that its bad.
In fact I also respect this chad of a man that came to a foreign country, had 5+ children, had a successful store that allow lot of them to have successful job (one of my aunt having a pharmacy and lot of money)
But