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A feeling that if i repeat this day everyday then i would certainty win. and it's good enough . I so needed it.

I just feel so satisfied with myself and the world. I had basically forgotten this feeling. Like there was always a nagging shadow of something missing and a feeling that i am ignoring a problem and not doing trying hard enough or not planning well. Like even if you believe in yourself such a...

cause i thought he was teaching kind of slow. Nope actually listening to him and understanding was way better than trying to understand from my cryptic textbook. I am feeling genuine gratitude after such a long time. Man I don't think I could even remember feeling such gratitude ever. Having a...

that (comment saying double standards) a attempt at humor by me. her boyfriend was male. when I said my friend I was talking about a dumb male friend not my crush who had sex with a uuniversity girl

though i am pretty sure my crush probably did not have sex. Cause well it's India. Kissing is how far you go

smh the double standards. My friend had sex with university girl when he was 14 or 13 . University student (female ) was moving away from town next day. He said she somehow did not know he was a kid. He bragged about it a lot.

I mean like i literally had asked her if he was her boyfriend and she said "it's not like that" then i asked "friends with benefits" then she said "Have you seen that movie too,yeah something like that." Now i think about it I think it was like she was curious about how kissing felt so she asked...

well i do have standards. I wouldn't have married her or something. I am not really horny like at all. It's more like curiosity about what having a girlfriend is like. As for forlorn .Eh that might be true. Well i do kind of sound like that. Though she explicitly did refuse it being a boyfriend...

well ok maybe handholding or kissing. but would probably need to end it anyway cause we would go to different colleges. damm 15 year old me thought like 26 year old conservative man.

oh wait . I now remember. I did not ask her cause my parents. Sadly I live in india and my parents don't want a girlfriend (well they don't at all want a girlfriend in highschool)but want an arranged marriage. yeah not like we could have done anything anyway with parents like mine.

Wait no i remember why i did not say it and i thought this love would lead nowhere. She had a boyfriend from college. Ok well like friends with benefits without the sex not without boyfriend. Though she kissed him once. FUck no. Even that is a opportunity cause it can be seen as indication that...

My friends were remarking that i had crush on this girl{well i was blushing super hard} and i denied it and became brother. Bruh she once saw my hair and then styled it and then said it looked better. . .

I mean I think it's just a metaphor for universe throwing opportunities at me and me just ignoring those opportunities. Like i was smart enough to study for competitive exam even in first year of highschool. I even started doing it but then i stopped and wasted my time.

Ok well calling a catgirl might have been sounded like a insult or weird if i had just misheard but I could have at-least said "Did you just make a anime reference" Even if i misheard that would have been fine

I should literally tear my heart out. Someone showed knowledge of anime culture. A girl showed knowledge of that. No a girl i know. No a cute girl i know and sat with for a few months (our class teacher made us sit together)made a sound which might have been a anime reference and i did not act...