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Just what a person needs. Hobbies one truly enjoys , improving on them and conversation . After this it's basically heaven

now I must die. lol no I must sleep. it's 11am here. fufuf fufuf chuni mode on. sleep is approximately death in a way cause so much of what you thought today. so many things which controled your actions today are forgotten.I mean you forget a little memory and personality so it's dying a little

. ok I posted the right song first time. bit somehow the thumbnail was a music video. it was a bug but it showed 4 black dudes jazzing. instead of that song. I relate to it only a little I am not actually depressed or shita.

shit. I posted the wrong song

do post what you think of the song.

I feel slightly bad about being wrong about something. but yeah taking is good. might dm later. ok I kind of relate to this. but don't use this song to judge me. lol. I relate in a really weird way which I will explain later

I am not being authentic about my problems and am just bragging weirdly defending myself by saying how bad I have it. In truth it's not that bad. selection rate is 1/20. you need only 70 marks. everyone can do kvyp. I am just being lazy and saying it's impossible I need to stop that. ok I...

ok I am not being genuine and just defending myself and making excuses. there is kvyp exam. it's not as insane but I am lazing around and not preparing for it. I should be preparing for that. if jee adv is not suited for my skillset. I have no excuses for why I am not preparing for that.

just google jee adv. and just pick a hard looking question. I bet you. your teacher literally won't be able to solve it

my ego just grew by 3 sizes. (not really)

I am preparing for jee adv. anything I can do won't be enough. if I study like how a subject is meant to be studied. if I study in a way which would actually develop understanding I won't get in good college or get a good job so I won't be able to study.

Knowing why law of physics are true. how do we know they are true. axioms. study of logic and scientific method. epistemology(this one is not a REAL study. So if I get left behind because of this then it's fine). but system should really not punish me for studying things outside my syllabus.

There is a difference in studying stuff for the system and understanding it super deeply. Knowing physics so well that you can actually advance the field of physics by research.

For me it was very different from that. I absolutely don't have the problem of self hatred or being alone from friends. The part which resonated with me was. If I make studying of the universe my ideal and learn to actually understand. Devlop intuition and answer why questions. Instead for...

Edit I am atheist that was just a expression. Felt need to clarify that