It hurts when the whole family isn't together. I now live with my mother. My father lives hundreds of miles away and comes home after 1/2 years, brother also lives abroad. Sometimes all I want is my family together.
My parents told me I have to pursue medical but they learned their lesson after my older brother literally gave zero fucks about their choice and did terrible in all his entrance exams. He is now studying his dream subject in London lol.
I wanted to be a lawyer, family said nope. I had to take science. Now, I wanna be an architect and my mom is like, "Nope! Any other major is okay but that."
YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONEEE. I pray that I should somehow get in an accident before the exam starts lol. Sometimes I wish that our school should explode.