I’m a weird mix of shameless and insecure~ I’m shameless about 90% of things but for example get super insecure about the music I like… I seem to think my parents will judge me… which is weird because we have the exact same taste in music-nyah.
I try not to interact online as much when this happens… in that state I can go from extremely happy to suicidal because I saw a slight grammar mistake… I don’t want people to have to deal with me when I’m like that as I’m annoying to myself let alone others-nyah.
My chaos fueled erratic mood swings finally stabilized to an adaptable level~ now I’ll be fine until the end of the month when my mood swings inevitably act up again-nyah.