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  • I've been terrified of excitement as of late. I'm scared of the empty hangover that comes after it. I'm scared. I'm scaring myself now. More than anything, I'm annoyed. Angry at myself. Old me would tell new me to man the fuck up. I'm gonna listen to old me. I'm manning the fuck up. Deny the feelings. Live to see the sun again, no matter how fucked up I get.
    Ymadthepirate
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    Amok
    ive killed so many old mes the corpse closert in my cranium dont close no more.
    I'm watching all my childhood movie stars get arthritis. It's Matt Damon on the right. Tom Hanks used to call him "kid".



    Either he aged terribly or I'm at that point where all my heroes are dying.
    My chrome tabs consists of 3d Sketchfab models, a half dozen articles about obscure niche games I like, a few Rule34 tabs, and a hundred other Google searches pertaining to specific 6-digit postcodes primarily beginning with the numbers 2 and 3.
    I'm losing my poison as of late. I don't feel as vindictive as I have before, which should be a good thing, but it's not being replaced by anything. I feel like I should be happy from this, but whenever I look at something that'll make the me from 6 months ago recoil in disgust I simply feel nothing.

    That emptiness is scaring me, man. I'm neither getting happier nor sadder. It's just... a blank slate.
    i've drawn sum FUARKING cahmihcks

    >reeed them heeere
    biggest emotion i had since last month had been apathy. i can't seem to bring myself to care allat much, and even if i do it's mostly done behind a veil of respect for others. im kinda afraid bros. i don't wanna get hit with some gay ass mental diagnosis.

    im focusing on my craft as of now. hopefully that'll lead me to the light.
    Be real funny if all this time the Scientologists were actually correct and Ron actually takes all his believers on a sick ass spaceship while we get our backs blown by anus eater extraterrestrials.
    My new niche kink is a mother-daughter pair with the same H-cup breast size, insinuating that the mother had smaller cups when she was her daughter's age and implying that the daughter will further surpass her mother when she grows.
    Minx
    Minx
    Oyakodon is good ?
    It's come to the point where if a new movie turns out to be actually good, I pray to the good heavens above that it DOESN'T get a sequel in the foreseeable future.
    My friend recommended me this game under the pretence that it's "Genshin for men".

    I thought Genshin was already made primarily for men but then I checked it out and found out he meant men men.

    efficiency does not equate to collusion. that said, i think i can probably build a really good gas chamber. one that outsmokes all the other gas chambers. i don't agree with its usage, im just saying i'm probably the best gas chamber constructor in history.
    i fucking despise my sociology lectures. not the lecture itself, but the chat function. it's the coexistence between the most pretentious of armchair psychologists and the unfunniest fuckers on the planet calling themselves "memers" posting stale impact font bullshit.
    BenJepheneT
    BenJepheneT
    the lecturer can't answer anyone's questions because it's buried beneath renditions of amber heard's psychology for the umpteenth time or another bed shitting meme.
    SakeVision
    SakeVision
    sounds like my sorta place
    For no apparent reason whatsoever, let me just list my top 5 games of all time:

    1. Need for Speed: Pro Street
    2. Deus Ex: Human Revolution
    3. Dead Rising 3
    4. Team Fortress 2
    5. Kane and Lynch 2: Dog Days

    I might post some essays off these titles soon.
    RepresentingWrath
    RepresentingWrath
    Why Pro Street?
    BenJepheneT
    BenJepheneT
    Long answer short, the pace of the gameplay goes in tandem with the progression. Players will meet a good difficulty curve that actively challenges them to use all the game's mechanics. They will learn that, unlike previous titles, they can't just grab a Civic and bring it to the final boss. (Unless you can)
    RepresentingWrath
    I've been marketing insurance as a side job lately and the exaggerations I've spewed and omitted are so slimy I've decided to turn in my resignation just after 3 weeks of work.

    AFTER I get enough funds to buy a new phone, of course.
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    sheep and sharks XD more like humans and eels.
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