BenJepheneT

BenJepheneT

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    I like collecting bum ass tribute pics of dead black celebrities like Kobe Bryant dunking with a rapping XXXTentacion of all people, or 2Pac having an arm wrestle with JuiceWrld. I understand paying respect but it's kind of a double edged sword when you depict heaven like a tiny dimension with no real estate.
    Zoey
    Zoey
    I’m sorry, but what the fuck did I just read.
    CadmarLegend
    CadmarLegend
    what you read.
    BenJepheneT
    mfw I'm working an event expo with a skeleton crew of four and it's only been a day out of five and two got landed with COVID

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    I've been focusing on my sketches so much that when I cleaned my phone for space it recommended Google Docs as an "Unused App"

    Soon, my boy. A few more projects and I'll be back on the keyboard grindstone.
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    @T.K._Paradox don't fret lad. the sketches aren't all for naught to my writing. I'm learning quite some things from my experience making visual storytelling that might elevate or break my craft. Which happens, that'll be up to speculation for now.
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    if i die, dump my body at a specific location on the ocean where the current would bring me down to the mariana's trench



    I always wanted to be among the alien depths of the ocean
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    You'd float after 4 days, especially when your corpse is bloated.
    BenJepheneT
    BenJepheneT
    Nothing bricks can't fix
    BenJepheneT
    "you're bound to find the one. they're many fishes in the sea after all"

    Damn bro with the way I'm catching fish I would've thought I'm living in a fucking desert
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    *noms popcorn*
    If you don't end your sentences with lol, and don't use emojis, you are my type
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    The sea might be polluted. Most of the fish died.
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    they say there's a lot of fish in the ocean, but there's also a pile of garbage the size of texas, so be careful ya'll
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    >feel lonely online
    >decide to make some online friends
    >too lazy/uninterested to keep up with said friends
    >lose contact
    >feel lonely online

    I'm surprised I even have some people to talk to on Discord.
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    new society where sexual attraction is based on how good you are at Twister™
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    unfair. the most obese win by defAULT and therefore keep vast underground harems of those lesser proportioned
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    Oh no the cripples (The ones with leg problems) are never gonna rise
    BenJepheneT
    BenJepheneT
    The cripples that manage to score are gonna make ripples
    BenJepheneT
    Every night before I go to sleep I stare at the mirror with one hand pointing at my reflection and the other holding a razor blade. If I can't gaslight myself enough to convince that I'm happy and not suicidal I'm severing my arteries. Otherwise I put down the blade and go to sleep. Two decades and counting. My streak's going strong.
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    I'm open about my sketches to my friends/family. They know the shit I draw/write on a daily basis. I have nothing to hide. I put hard work in this shit and ofc I'm gonna have my efforts bear fruit.

    Rather, it's the fact that they're not interested in the typa' shit I do that stings ?
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    dope them all up and get 'em surprise tattoos
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    "No matter how hard life is, don't commit suici-"
    YOU SHOULD KILL YOURSELF... NOW!
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    I've gotten less and less interested in drawing technicalities and more into visual storytelling



    It's a scary shift to think about
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    BenJepheneT
    It's not growing indifference per se, but more like me heading a new direction. not saying that's where I'll end up but that's the sensation I'm getting from my current trajectory. I'm still gonna improve on my technicalities, but it's just that my focus has been tilting as of late, and it's a bit jarring and frightful to think about where that'll lead me.
    owotrucked
    owotrucked
    >Stops chasing after the arcanes of dick-raising curves, like an alchemist giving up the philosopher stone, realizing it was nothing but a pipedream
    >Applies acquired techniques to create "meaning"
    >Scared that "function" taints "art"

    You see... The thirst for knowledge isn't a choice, it's a curse.
    owotrucked
    owotrucked
    Right now, it's an abusive mistress that just left you. Even though your buttcheeks might throbs in longing for familiar pain, she will return to you soon enough to torment you. And once again, you'll be grinding your sketchbook on standalone sketches that never becomes anything more but stepping stones to attain the one true pair of ass that supposedly should make you whole again.
    BenJepheneT
    >supposed right wing extremist
    >has written a manifesto about degeneracy and being anti-porn
    >about to depopulate a grocery store
    >checks phone while recording
    >niche, fringe furry porn from a PBS kids' show

    What did he mean by this
    BenJepheneT
    You like dangerous women? That's cute. You know why I'm wearing a gas mask right now? Agent orange. It's permeating across my Frankfurt apartment. I'm locked from the inside; doors barricaded outside, windows sealed. There's a camera sitting on the top corner of my living room. I wave to it lovingly, knowing my cute BND spy gf is monitoring me from Berlin.
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