I had a real shitty day today and a mental breakdown but I somehow kept some level of sanity none the less… Anyway hopefully tomorrow will be better for me and anyone else who needs a better day! Goodnight.
There was nuts at a family gathering I was at recently so while cracking the nuts I made sure to exclusively refer to them as nut… My inner 12 year old demanded it so it couldn’t be helped! And I found it funny.
I have the habit of organizing things in an almost obsessed way no matter the time or place! Anywhere and everywhere... Except my own house for some reason as I hate organizing anything at my own house except for my little library and book collection.
I am good at lying but I hate doing it, I am blunt and shameless so why lie? If you talk matter of factly even the most awkward situation can become comical~
I was just thinking about emotions and found out that what I feel has been getting progressively more distorted I once could get angry but now in the same situations I only get excited, I used to feel sadness but now I only smile with joy whilst experiencing worse I could go on and on about the many feelings I could once feel but now they feel foreign and wrong like they shouldn't exist.
What if everything is just an illusion and I am just on my death bed desperately trying to grab on to the past that may or may not be real? And since there is nothing that can prove life isn't just an illusion because the proof itself has to prove that it isn't an illusion... This would only lead to an infinite loop of unanswered questions.
I have a forbidden technique not to be used lightly but I shall speak of it anyway... if you ever find yourself in for example a situation you got a bad bite from your dog because you were breaking up a fight they were having with another dog for whatever dumb reason? You should under no circumstances say it's from your dog obviously or you might be forced to put it down so you will be left with 2 choices...
I just finished the first 3 chapters of my new story and completely lost track of time it's almost midnight! but at least I have a bit of a backlog but I really need to sleep I have to be up early tomorrow!! Anyway Goodnight~

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