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Aiya... I didn't see the joke on my profile. I may have been online on my computer, but I likely wasn't paying attention. You'll have to forgive me, my headspace has taken quite the nosedive recently after the series of unfortunate events in my real life, plus some other personal stuff. I had been less... jolly than I liked, if you haven't noticed

As for the original one, I deleted it because I didn't know if Zanna would find it strange since she doesn't come on here that often to understand our shenanigans haha. Truly nothing against you, rest assured.

Its case like that where i misunderstand (per pure bad coincidences)(i bet god/fate/whatever controlled you to not see my post) that makes me have a bad reputation of needing to touch grass/being overly pessimistic/dramatic/etc.

Because lets say i switch to being optimistic "nah, i bet they didnt mean it"
you can bet 1million$ the next new user will wish me dead.

> PTSD worsen > Pessimist again.

I mean, among all SHF users, pretty sure im the only one that receive a giant FU pic or paragraphs-long toxic DM or so many dramas.

Unless someone received death threats without telling others. (and to this i am all ear to listen to help them vent at any time)

Anyway, ty pangmida for explaining.

(though like i said, your lack of giving any react is very jiffy to me)

And to explain to a certain love-stalker in case they misunderstand or out of context my words. I will tell a very common trope in CN.
[When the emperor is angry, ministers arent scared. They are scared when the emperor doesnt show any emotion. Because they dont know what he is thinking]

Ah, apologies I wasn't aware reactions meant so much to you. I'll react more in the future, though this time it was truly a misunderstanding Only so much you can do with 150 daily limit haha.

@pangmida Oh and to again defend myself with another example.

Well.....Anon2026 ? (i forgot their name, the spamming rule guy)
I once typed something urgent on their profile. (another user was down bad, suicide lvl thoughts)
To try to get everyone attention (bc anon2026 popular) to recomfort said-user.
But they deleted it. Not giving a fuck and being a jerk.

So yeah.

I mean, sure im the same, of wanting to clean my profile of stuff i dislike (my own posts too) but this case was quite, a very "traumatizing" moment to see how this guy trying to get attention, well, doesnt give a fuck of helping others. A mask off if you will, moment.

I wasn't aware reactions meant so much to you.

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Nah.
Its more due to all the dramas i received, giving me ptsd.

Ah, to be fair, it was his profile after all, so it was probably quite uncomfortable to suddenly bring up someone else's mental health issues to him like that. You had great intentions, though it might have been better to do it on your own profile or the user's. Not to diminish the user's problems, though. It's great they had a friend like you to care so much about them.

I wouldn't interpret it as not caring about helping others. Plus, you never know if they DM'd each other to talk about it.

@pangmida To tell the truth basically, im subconsciously fucking scared of you OR when i type to you.

Because who knows, if for example. I say a random stuff like : I dislike fried rice. (i love it btw)
And you will explode, wish me go fuck myself, tell me im a fucking psycho.
And then, despite the proof being right there, everyone will side with you.

That is how crazy my drama(s) was.

Goodness, I don't think I'm passionate about fried rice (I know it's a joke lol) to say any of that. I'd like to think people are more rational as well. And if they really explode at you from something so small, just mute them. Truly not worth wasting your energy to explain yourself.

I wouldn't interpret it as not caring---

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Yes i know, but like i said (couldnt say it bc max words).
I borrowed their profile, bc i have this thing where often what i say, doesnt really attract attention sometimes. Or bad timing.
And well anon was quite popular.

I kinda understand they dont want to be borrowed, but like some others testimonied, he is quite a bastard. So take it with a grain of salt.

Truly not worth wasting your energy to explain yourself.

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Well, its not that i want to explain myself but its their 0.01s switch of attitude that caught me off-guard.
(couldnt expect someone to barge in the thread and insult me, or the DM)

AND like the idiot i am, tried to talk to them of why, and reconcile. Like the naive shoujo protag.
But they leave+"im innocent".

Its also why i also have trauma with SHF users leaving.
(yeah another to the list...)

Bc i want to scream to all this past dramas users : Grow some balls/ovaries and admit to be the bad guy before leaving !
(nagatorovale doesnt do both, admit+leaving)

And why it jiffed me, another recent user that left. (though they admited, az+me arent sole reason for leaving but lot of others, and parted in good terms)

Pangmida,
(very likely) due to you being asian.
Like me you can be very reasonable.

But surprisingly, you wont believe to how crazy, people can be.
I mean yes its internet, but you would think SHF is safe from the chaos right ?

But well, murphy law exist and so there are still people coming here. That arent very sane. (or become crazy)

In fact,
humans would evolve as a species far far more easily. And solve so many troubles.

IF THEY TALKED.
(like you did pangmida)

But well, botty doesnt. Cinnasloth didnt too. And now im in shumbles bc they left without saying a word to me.

Finished talking/venting.

Ah, some people probably just deal with things differently and prefer to just immediately remove themselves. I wouldn't say I'm more or less reasonable, certainly not due to my ethnicity or anything. And yeah, it would be nice if they left after notifying you, but alas, maybe they were too burnt out from social media and had to leave asap.