My cats are currently making a lot of noise… I think one of them just ran into my door… almost gave me a damn heart attack… why are they active…? There is still an hour and a half before it’s 3am-nyaah…..
I have extremely high resistance to heat… the type of resistance that allows me to unironically boil my hand in water on the stove for 1 or 2 minutes and still have only minor burns that’ll be gone within 2 days at most… and I am also a quite weak to the cold… so why do I still stubbornly walk outside in the snow barefoot… getting frostbite is practically an annual event for me… as I find myself stubbornly lazy-nyah.
Something I recently learned how to do is the fabled “Just do it.” method that my mom always spoke of… way harder than it sounds because of intrusive thoughts and doubt spirals make excuses awfully enticing… apparently what you need to do is cut off thoughts and doubts as they appear… a way to train this is just making thoughts more blunt-nyah.
Some say cats have 9 lives but that is actually a misconception~ cats have what are called cycles… 1 cycle is 9 lives… for example I recently started my 50th cycle… which means I’ve died 441 times and this would be my 442 life… most cats tend to change something about themselves in the beginning of every cycle… it’s basically like a challenge to entertain us in our eternal existences… this is an open secret-nyah.
I dream of a day in which I’ll have the financial stability to be able too casually do stupid stuff like spend money on a gacha game and see how long it takes for the bank to call me about suspicious activity on my account… and for that to not even dent my wallet… Oh~ the amount of money related dumbassery that I could pull-nyaah…..