Heading to November, I realized I've been chasing things in vain. The worst experiences I had early this year changed my outlook in life, and foolishness caused me to focus on useless stuff, instead of just letting go of events I can't control.
With the current ending of my work, I think a rewrite is in order.
Also, I am currently writing a set of chapters that would push the events of current V20 to V21. It might cause some confusion, but it is a bitter pill I needed to take. At least, I envision the new chapters to 'set things in order' and properly use the elements I brought out in V18 and V19.
Sorry, no need to answer this, but I just wanna vent.
Lately, I've been tormented by thoughts of suicide. Like, I don't see anything worth living in my life anymore. And I always tend to isolate myself when it does happen, coz I know many peeps have their own burdens to carry.
I'm holding out, avoiding any stuff that can cause me harm.
The Saint Series is finally over. Thank you for the years of support to my work, though it's not the best (I know). 20 Volumes, 400+ chapters, and over a million words written...
I really don't do well around other people, even as I am a teacher. ?