I'm just afraid that it can't continue like this.
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Hans.Trondheim
Hans.Trondheim
And it's getting tiresome to resist.
Hans.Trondheim
But then again, I tried killing myself many times, only to fail. However, it's getting discouraging just to live. Lol
Hans.Trondheim
Some might say, "Hans, there are people out there who wants to live!"
Yeah, if I can transfer my years, I would.
Yeah, if I can transfer my years, I would.
AnonUnlimited
Yo Hans. Take care of yourself bro. I won't say any empty platitudes like I'm here for you when I'm only able to read your texts. To be honest, I also believe life isn't worth living for anyone who isn't rich. It's just a lot of the reason I continued to push on when things were really bad is because I believe in God.
Hans.Trondheim
I'm tired, exhausted. Been trying to relax, but everything around me worsens whenever I do it.
I've been asking people to stop, I'm already overwhelmed. But no, they won't listen.
I've been asking people to stop, I'm already overwhelmed. But no, they won't listen.
AnonUnlimited
Life is a damned struggle, and there are some good times, but unfortunately they are hard to come by sometimes. -_-
Hans.Trondheim
Sometimes, I'm so tired and discouraged the tears won't just come out. I want to cry, but I just can't anymore.
AnonUnlimited
Well keep venting bro. Sorry to interrupt.
Hans.Trondheim
Nah, I can't vent anymore. There are still things I want to say, but I can't figure out how.
I want to scream, really, or fling everything and thrash around. But it won't solve anything.
I just want to take a break, a really long break, someplace else where no one knows me.
I want to scream, really, or fling everything and thrash around. But it won't solve anything.
I just want to take a break, a really long break, someplace else where no one knows me.
Tsuru
As someone that survived suicide.
1) Food
2) YOLO (respecting the rules)
3) Humans is a worthless species in general/majority
4) Do stuffs that you never did (going abroad whatever)
5) Talk/people would miss you
6) Try buying bricks etc to break
6.5) Scream, it helps
7) There is NOTHING after death.
1) Food
2) YOLO (respecting the rules)
3) Humans is a worthless species in general/majority
4) Do stuffs that you never did (going abroad whatever)
5) Talk/people would miss you
6) Try buying bricks etc to break
6.5) Scream, it helps
7) There is NOTHING after death.
AnonUnlimited
You'e always good in my book Hans. If you dont want to vent publicly you can use DM's. Venting publicly often invites unwanted attention.
Tsuru
That is the thing Hans.
Simply let go.
NOT "let go - suicide" but "let go and do whatever you wanted to do in life"
Heck go take your car, go drive randomly and go sleep in random hotel while buying whatever you ever crave. (minus maybe sugar as you got diabetes)
Simply let go.
NOT "let go - suicide" but "let go and do whatever you wanted to do in life"
Heck go take your car, go drive randomly and go sleep in random hotel while buying whatever you ever crave. (minus maybe sugar as you got diabetes)
Tsuru
Life
doesnt
have
meaning.
It was before, it still is, and still will be, forever.
Hence : "It depends on the individual to find a meaning"
doesnt
have
meaning.
It was before, it still is, and still will be, forever.
Hence : "It depends on the individual to find a meaning"
Assurbanipal_II
*shakes pom poms for Tsuru*
*shakes pom poms for Tsuru*
Tsuru
and/or turn off all "contacts" (phone/mail/etc)
=> Try to be more egoist
and/or turn off all "contacts" (phone/mail/etc)
Tsuru
as they are more for clout.
But do scream outside the window
and "break a cup"
It works surprisingling well.
Not advicing to do this bs "screaming in wood" or "break ice cubes" in bathtube
as they are more for clout.
But do scream outside the window
and "break a cup"
It works surprisingling well.