Reason is. Like Uchihas. I'm too kind and too passionate.
And "the greater the light, the greater the darkness"
Shouldnt helped a author
Shouldnt tried to warn others about said-author (brk rules)
Shouldnt care to someone's criticizing
Shouldnt try to get their apology - reconciliation
Shouldnt try to get others to understand my pain
-Shouldnt keep naive subconscious mentality of "everyone can be friend/100friends".
You're allowing someone to live rent free in your head. They moved on with their life, probably don't even remember this, but you are hung up on this still. You yourself are putting yourself in a position of a loser. You said it yourself "it's just a couple of letters", so why does it matter so much? Why are you seeking validation from someone who you don't consider worth your time?
If it had scard you dear Tsuru, pat pat*
I'm emotional too so I understand what you are going.
I am called stupid, useless and dumb but see this those words I accept.
Face the mockery and become strong mentally.