That is why i like Accelerator SO MUCH.
Because he is villain but focus on killing bad guys.
Problem is that, his seiyuu is bad. Truly bad. Him going far too much in the crazy part, that it turns cringe. (jps often go too far). Especially his laugh.
And the anime-looks fail at making him...
Now that i profoundly give a thought.
The most fitting example and closest thing is the villain in JOJO.
The blonde officeworker bombing guy with hands fetish.
Dude wants normal life so he hides him being villain.
TLDR : Konosuba style x LuckStealer OR Kurosagi (scammer MC scam scammers)
I wish to see a bad guy MC (but like, Aizen kind of villainy where he is a bad guy, knows he is a bad guy) (overall normal views but huge craving for killing=bad guy)
say
"Why kill innocents ? Dont you know that doing so makes you chased by good guys ? LOOK ! EVERYWHERE THERE ARE MILLIONS OR...
I wish, there was more Konosuba/Deadpool style logic, where they say : Are you guys dumb ? Cant you guys simply kill bad guys ?
I mean. To be precise.
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I like the underlying meaning (and mostly because bc ITS SO FKING TRUE) in it.
That its like : you cant understand the pain of being shot.
As if in the meaning of : Only by experiencing it, can you understand. (explaining cant, wont, and nothing else can)
Comboed with the fact, most people...
Insomnia is truly horrible.
I (wry smile) like a quote that precisely hit the point :
-People that dont have it, cant understand how bad it is and how much it fucking hurts. ONLY other insomniac people can.
Because im so noob at having dreams i totally fall for them/illusion. Like a ninja rarely encountering genjutsu.
So they "super effective" at hurting me. (pokemon reference)
...........Growing up, i learned that my condition of never rarely having dreams can be considered a plus for other peoples (and even myself when i do rarely dreams)
When i do, it truly sucks.