My writing purpose was not for the 'average bloke' but my love. I cared not for the random readers emotions, there are different focuses for writing than the general public. Do you believe mark twain was not 'posessed' when he wrote his short poems? Writing is not a science but a loving art. Would you sculpt a stone or wood the exact same each time? No you would look at the grain and remove the dirt or excess like a lover would. Art is how you treat a lover, not something to scream to the public.