I have reached writing nirvana

LuoirM

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If you were to revive the greatest pen holders (penists?) in history of mankind and ask them to do justice on my writing for the past two years, they would not get very far.

Every morning I woke up, the first thing I think about is my story, is writing.
Every noon when I'm not doing anything productive, I think about writing
Every evening when I'm suppose to be studying, I think about writing.
When I go to bed, I think about writing.

Creation is one of the only thing that kept me sane and alive, and yet, could you guess how productive I was with writing in that period?
I make zero progress, I wrote nothing, I jot down nothing, I have nothing and I publish nothing, all of it is simply in my head, bouncing around like a kid in a hamster ball being abandon by her parents.

For two years straight, my mind was stuck in purgatory of seeking the highest form of pleasure only for the merciless to bound my hand.

Twelve hours a day, three hundred and sixty-five point twenty five days a year. It is truly something I do not wish on my worst enemy, not even the French.

But that all have changed, for I have been rebirth, I have saw the ashes of the phoenix fallen on top of my grave and it changed me, I now write, I now live. I now see a chance for humankind not to fallen into dystopia.

There is no potion, no pill and no guidelines, only and only through suffering do mankind evolved. For I now will write, I now will learn, I now will walk and I now will breath the same air as the gods.

See you, everyone, friends and foes, fiends and toes. For our love-hate relationship between authors together, has only begun.

Scribo ergo sum.
 

Anemic_Vampire

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If you were to revive the greatest pen holders (penists?) in history of mankind and ask them to do justice on my writing for the past two years, they would not get very far.
Um... please, let them rest in peace. Those people were probably sleep-deprived. :sweat_smile:
Every morning I woke up, the first thing I think about is my story, is writing.
Every noon when I'm not doing anything productive, I think about writing
Every evening when I'm suppose to be studying, I think about writing.
When I go to bed, I think about writing.
Seriously, that's really good dedication you've got for the art. I sometimes think about writing too, not as serious as you, but I can't even write the very first sentence. Despite all the planning I do.
Creation is one of the only thing that kept me sane and alive, and yet, could you guess how productive I was with writing in that period?
I make zero progress, I wrote nothing, I jot down nothing, I have nothing and I publish nothing, all of it is simply in my head, bouncing around like a kid in a hamster ball being abandon by her parents.
Somewhat relatable :blob_pat_sad::blob_no:
For two years straight, my mind was stuck in purgatory of seeking the highest form of pleasure only for the merciless to bound my hand.

Twelve hours a day, three hundred and sixty-five point twenty five days a year. It is truly something I do not wish on my worst enemy, not even the French.

But that all have changed, for I have been rebirth, I have saw the ashes of the phoenix fallen on top of my grave and it changed me, I now write, I now live. I now see a chance for humankind not to fallen into dystopia.

There is no potion, no pill and no guidelines, only and only through suffering do mankind evolved. For I now will write, I now will learn, I now will walk and I now will breath the same air as the gods.

See you, everyone, friends and foes, fiends and toes. For our love-hate relationship between authors together, has only begun.

Scribo ergo sum.
Good for you! I'm glad for your rebirth, however that happened. I hope you a pleasant writing session, and may writing gods (goddess?) bless you in your writing endeavours!

Bona fortuna!
 

LuoirM

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Um... please, let them rest in peace. Those people were probably sleep-deprived. :sweat_smile:

Seriously, that's really good dedication you've got for the art. I sometimes think about writing too, not as serious as you, but I can't even write the very first sentence. Despite all the planning I do.

Somewhat relatable :blob_pat_sad::blob_no:

Good for you! I'm glad for your rebirth, however that happened. I hope you a pleasant writing session, and may writing gods (goddess?) bless you in your writing endeavours!

Bona fortuna!
Than you a lot baby, and I think the writing is a goddess cus art ✨
 

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Ah! I wish I could do that also, spending my time in writing. Usually I don't have the time to write because of my packed schedule. But, when I DO have the time, I just get lazy. I laze around and do nothing (sometimes I do. Just like how I stayed up till 3 A.M. yesterday to work on my canvas painting). I just hope I can work on my novel like that one day.
 

LuoirM

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Ah! I wish I could do that also, spending my time in writing. Usually I don't have the time to write because of my packed schedule. But, when I DO have the time, I just get lazy. I laze around and do nothing (sometimes I do. Just like how I stayed up till 3 A.M. yesterday to work on my canvas painting). I just hope I can work on my novel like that one day.
Have you try abandoning the physical world like some bad take on Buddhism/Taoism
 

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I had this problem. Writing Into the Dark by Dean Wesley Smith and The Pursuit of Perfection by Kristine Katheryn Rusch will cure this diease.
 

LuoirM

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I had this problem. Writing Into the Dark by Dean Wesley Smith and The Pursuit of Perfection by Kristine Katheryn Rusch will cure this diease.
Are those J.K Rowling characters
 

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Amitabha. Thank you for sharing, brother. We all walk our own paths to enlightenment and you are further along than most. Your words guide me to greater mindfulness.

Just this morning, because of this post I spent 30 minutes meditating while I was waiting for the adderall to kick in. Afterwards I felt awake and more centered, ready to embark on my writer's journey. You see, I realized that worldly things like view count and reader numbers are but inconsequential distractions from the real meaning of writing: getting bricked up imagining my own character.
 
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