Tell me your worst moment. Anything. In writing, practicing, school, etc.
I wanna add in a character that has a lot of bad things behind it.
My nephew was running outside and tripped over a kitten. Broke its neck, or near enough. Didnt die and we had no vet nearby. So as i did with all my cats that had been sick or hurt before, i brought it into my house and tried taking care of it.
Wrapped it in a blanket and put it on my bed. It was horrible. After a day or two it was shitting itself and got crap all over its fur. I cleaned him, tried to feed him with mashed up canned cat food in a syringe. Pried open its mouth several times a day to eat and drink. Watched as it coughed and struggled to swallow. Nearly choking. Saw it lose weight.
I noticed how stiff he got. How cold. But it still didnt die. I kept hoping he'd get better eventually. But no, it just got weaker and weaker and looked like it was suffering.
One night, while everyone was asleep, i got up to feed him again. I looked down at him. Poor thing, barely hanging on to life. I knew it was going to die. I could feel it. But it would take a while. It would be slow, painful.
I hated seeing it like that. So i put one hand over its body and another at his head. And i just twisted. Hard. And it was dead.
I still think about that kitten some days. I should've killed it sooner.