I had to sleep first before I posted anything else because the sheer amount of venom coursing through me would have started spewing out of me on this forum and that would be disingenuous and reflect poorly on me.
While yes someone pointed out the prologue chapter was a ChatGpt copy paste in the comments I admitted to it because I gave ChatGpt a prompt to pad the word count. 700 words wouldn't suffice. Now I do not expect anyone to go out of their way to read further than that. First impressions matter and I did not in anyway establish the impression that I was a writer who would bother to be nothing but an avatar for the AI tools. Like I said no one is obligated to read further just to prove their case that is a cross I must carry.
What pains me is that from then on out, every single word of dialogue even the ones that make me cringe thinking back on it, every description(well maybe not the first chapter's hospital) and every single fight had to be thought up in my head for hours before I wrote it out.
Like I said ilno one cares about the reason or whatever but do you understand how much this has taken from me to produce, how many nights I lay awake writing, deleting and rewriting. How ridiculous I looked trying to choreograph a fight scene while others looked at me like an idiot or how I haven't even properly read any novels in like a month because I can no longer enjoy them as I start dissecting them for their writing style and what I can improve on.
Eighteen chapters in I can confidently say that the AI's interference in my writing has been reduced to non-existent. So do you know how much it hurts when someone just glances at this and is like, meh ? AI trash and just up and condemns it down to hell.
Honestly I'm only arguing my case because I've used this site for years and I really love the UI. I've already made the decision personally to write elsewhere but I know I still have about 15 readers or so who still follow this judiciously so I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if I didn't at least put in the minimum effort to save this.
Thanks to anyone who read this I really needed to get this offy chest. I'll logout from the Forum's now because I know I will get defensive from the replies. I'm not as thick skinned as I think I am.