I Don’t Know What To Write…

[Arch9CivilReactor]

Honestly, my fires of passion have died down so much that I’m actually spending time outside (touching grass) and have zero thoughts related to stories I want to write. It used to be so fun, but now I’m just unable to feel the same way anymore.

Honestly, I don’t know what to write right now.

Not in terms of specifics but more “What kind of story do you WANT TO write?”. A part of me thinks of making this first planned story of the trilogy mature with sexual content, but then I feel my confidence deflating because I don’t have experience or success from writing such stories.

I mean, writing smut on this platform of all places works fine. Don’t get me wrong. It’s more my own perception of my own work. I feel ashamed of writing ero content in fear that if I complete my trilogy then I will always have to live in fear that someone I know will judge the me IRL by what I wrote online.

I wanna be bold but it feels like having to choose between stagnation or walking on a land-mine.

Really… I want to write something different rather than a simple fantasy featuring action. My third novel already has everything I want in a high fantasy and the second one everything I want in an urban fantasy. I don’t want to write a another fantasy novel with that as the focus.

Really want to write something dark, dark, dark…

A similar level of dark when I usually wrote ero novels.

Excuse me… I’m just complaining about my own indecision and yapping. Really wanted to get this off my chest.

Since I got it all out, might as well yolo this.

If they find out then screw it…

 

[Valmond]

Well, there is your idea. The disease caused by touching grass or something.

 

[Succubiome]

Could just make an account totally separated from your IRL identity and never tell anyone about it if you really wanna keep it a secret?

 

[Arch9CivilReactor]

Could just make an account totally separated from your IRL identity and never tell anyone about it if you really wanna keep it a secret?

My personality won’t allow that.

IRL I’m the type to keep to myself but rarely I open up about stuff… but because it’s so rare those who actually like and are interested in me as a person ask more questions than I anticipate.

If I accidentally bring up one work they will find my other works because I’m displaying them online as a trilogy. Maybe if I was more secretive as a person and not an easily excitable person that’s a slave to my emotions, it’d be a bit different.

 

[HisDivineShadow]

Honestly, my fires of passion have died down so much that I’m actually spending time outside (touching grass) and have zero thoughts related to stories I want to write. It used to be so fun, but now I’m just unable to feel the same way anymore.

Honestly, I don’t know what to write right now.

Not in terms of specifics but more “What kind of story do you WANT TO write?”. A part of me thinks of making this first planned story of the trilogy mature with sexual content, but then I feel my confidence deflating because I don’t have experience or success from writing such stories.

I mean, writing smut on this platform of all places works fine. Don’t get me wrong. It’s more my own perception of my own work. I feel ashamed of writing ero content in fear that if I complete my trilogy then I will always have to live in fear that someone I know will judge the me IRL by what I wrote online.

I wanna be bold but it feels like having to choose between stagnation or walking on a land-mine.

Really… I want to write something different rather than a simple fantasy featuring action. My third novel already has everything I want in a high fantasy and the second one everything I want in an urban fantasy. I don’t want to write a another fantasy novel with that as the focus.

Really want to write something dark, dark, dark…

A similar level of dark when I usually wrote ero novels.

Excuse me… I’m just complaining about my own indecision and yapping. Really wanted to get this off my chest.

Since I got it all out, might as well yolo this.

If they find out then screw it…

What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas

 

[Supperset]

What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas

Seconded

 

[HisDivineShadow]

My personality won’t allow that.

IRL I’m the type to keep to myself but rarely I open up about stuff… but because it’s so rare those who actually like and are interested in me as a person ask more questions than I anticipate.

If I accidentally bring up one work they will find my other works because I’m displaying them online as a trilogy. Maybe if I was more secretive as a person and not an easily excitable person that’s a slave to my emotions, it’d be a bit different.

Then don’t

 

[Succubiome]

Yeah, you would have to keep the whole trilogy a secret if you wanted to keep that one book a secret.

But if you aren't good at keeping secrets, people'll find out about your kinky/lewd side sooner or later anyways.

 

[Arch9CivilReactor]

Yeah, you would have to keep the whole trilogy a secret if you wanted to keep that one book a secret.

But if you aren't good at keeping secrets, people'll find out about your kinky/lewd side sooner or later anyways.

True that’s why I’m just doing it. You only live life once anyway and if they find out then that’s that.

 

[Fox-Trot-9]

What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas

Third.