I hope not using shub helps with procrastination or well atleast i would find more fun way to procrastinate then lurking here.
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god my neck hurts i need to change my sitting posture.
It's kinda fucked up probably most fucked up song in my collection but it's nice. Though it's too dramatic. Huh i posted this already.
Ok so time for an essay in it's description. It's kikou song. So obviously it's about abused children. So now the message is kinda obvious.
"look at me look at me".
looks at mirror.
mirror: bro here have this video.
feb 15
3 months later.
still the same.
Damm not being stupid is very hard.
Amazing i even have the same feeling. Not of sadness but of being just mildly amused.
profile pic edited for that extra long neck. Back when i tried drawing Great Teacher Onizuka.
Damm. No matter how shit your drawing. It looks good when it's small. Like seriously it's looks professional if it's small but when you open it . It's just meh.
Nah looks too emotionless will use re zero
I hope my new username doesn't sound too chunibyo. I was going for re zero theme. Like how there is witch of sloth . witch of envy. devil of melancholy.
So Shalmac of frustration
looks at humanity.
these guys are complete idiots who can't plan or change or strategize and who don't gather new information or do the logical thing and make same mistake everyday.
looks at mirror.
I do all of the above too.
geuss I can't complain.
realizes that all problems of humanity come from people making same mistakes as me.
well at least I am more self aware than humanity .
“No,” Ben said, eyes hard, “never. You fuckers are all going to pay.”
Chapter
Despite Ben’s anime-tier resolve to instantly solve all his problems and confront all evil in the universe, he still had to go to work the next morning. A typical problem of the modern human.
reading this while procrastinating feels weird.
webnovel calling out to you
Ok what is a cool word for overcoming frustration.
I don't think English has a cool word for that.
Now of to work. Pride and self confidence is better than muted pleasure
This my real backstory.
Eh if you have too much anxiety might as well use it to get work done
Btw it's a pomederu. So I am profile posting between breaks
Difference between xiania and fantasy is that in fantasy you work to achieve your dreams and in xiania you work to dodge hell and death.
The difference is between working for your dreams vs avoiding eldritch abominations
40 minutes remaining. Probably 6-7 hrs today. Some were wasted.
Had to get up for food. Wasted 1 hour . Break went for too long
Ability to not constantly change plans and stop thinking about consequences and just doing it is also pretty useful
I am gonna make a post if I study for 3 hours.
Probably would keep me motivated.
It has been 4 hr 30 min. 2 hours remain.
Really in actually studying. Ability to not tear the book and get up. Matters more than motivation.
Frustration tolerance over motivation.
Ability to keep calm and not get up
Here is a example of man working for bragging rights. Don't read comments major Spoilers. Video doesn't really spoil much.
Changed the world.
Behind every great discovery and achievement the cause has been neuroticism and obsession.
Behind every good enough achievement the cause has been bragging rights
I was literally solving permutations and combinations in my dream.
And buying books
Even the method was right. Damm this is like next level motivation/madness -
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