tldr : Imagine Botty playing a game : If i speak to tsuru i die.
As if im a lion that will eat her literally. Or a crazy madman that will kill her.
In fact, botty said it that "she finds it weird to flirt with me". like a grownup finding old stuff cringe.
I simply ask the bare speaking minimum speech from botty to me.
And she give the excuse "you wont like my hobby or my jokes" (I LITERALLY SEE+LIKE THEM)
In fact. Like i said to someone else : Botty is like my dad.
Its like i am an alien. The kind that dont speak human speech and have no clue how to interact with.
There is this awkwardness to it, as if im a fucking nuclear bomb that will explode in their face if doing something wrong.
Meanwhile me : BRUH i have anger issues SURE, but IM SIMPLY ASKING YOU TO BE NORMAL HUMAN BEING WITH ME !