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BubbleC
BubbleC
Great minds think alike ;)
(Thanks for the follow btw, fellow good taste man).
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
Ok so what do you think of wozwald and just life. How do you relate to just life one.
like what lines resonate with you.
Damm gods don't really want me talking to people. eh.
dad just called. as soon as i posted this
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
Edit
I am atheist that was just a expression. Felt need to clarify that
BubbleC
BubbleC
Lol, I think the whole song really resonates with me. The whole feeling of being left behind in some vague void where you don't fit in but can't quite give up on everything. The "When I made what is right my ideal, I got left behind" part especially hits me because I feel like I lived life chasing after perfection, and always ended up falling short. (no need to worry about the gods part, didn't even notice it)
BubbleC
BubbleC
Plus, there's the "everything is so pure, so pure that it cannot be helped" part that also really resonates with me. Like, you're the one left behind because you're not as good as everyone else. It reminds me of Frankenstein, like the monster that can't fit in with society.
BubbleC
BubbleC
I just feel like the song encapsulates apathy, hopelessness, and self-hatred so well (at least that's my depressing reading of it). Also the "you can't save garbage" part too really hit me when I was feeling low. Dang, well this got depressing *cough* I'm not always like this, I just like to feel depressed sometimes and I happened to find this song when I had really low self-esteem lolol
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
For me it was very different from that. I absolutely don't have the problem of self hatred or being alone from friends.
The part which resonated with me was. If I make studying of the universe my ideal and learn to actually understand. Devlop intuition and answer why questions.
Instead for passing cut throat exams then I won't get in a good college and have a hard life.
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
There is a difference in studying stuff for the system and understanding it super deeply. Knowing physics so well that you can actually advance the field of physics by research.
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
Knowing why law of physics are true.
how do we know they are true.
axioms. study of logic and scientific method. epistemology(this one is not a REAL study. So if I get left behind because of this then it's fine).
but system should really not punish me for studying things outside my syllabus.
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
I am preparing for jee adv. anything I can do won't be enough.
if I study like how a subject is meant to be studied.
if I study in a way which would actually develop understanding I won't get in good college or get a good job so I won't be able to study.
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
my ego just grew by 3 sizes.
(not really)
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
just google jee adv. and just pick a hard looking question. I bet you. your teacher literally won't be able to solve it
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
ok I am not being genuine and just defending myself and making excuses.
there is kvyp exam. it's not as insane but I am lazing around and not preparing for it.
I should be preparing for that.
if jee adv is not suited for my skillset. I have no excuses for why I am not preparing for that.
BubbleC
BubbleC
Mm yeah, I definitely see that. Very interesting take I didn't think about. I'm book smart and a goodie two shoes, so I've never really had to bump heads with a syllabus, but I do know people who have. Studying things out of passion is often punished, but it's often the best way to improve. Exams don't care about what you understand, but what you can regurgitate from a textbook.
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
I am not being authentic about my problems and am just bragging weirdly defending myself by saying how bad I have it.
In truth it's not that bad. selection rate is 1/20. you need only 70 marks.
everyone can do kvyp. I am just being lazy and saying it's impossible
I need to stop that.

ok I felt good saying that.
ah. now it's good
BubbleC
BubbleC
It's good you got it off your chest. See, that's why you just gotta post whatever you want without caring about what other people think. It's for your own sanity lol
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
I feel slightly bad about being wrong about something.
but yeah taking is good.

might dm later.
ok I kind of relate to this.
but don't use this song to judge me. lol.
I relate in a really weird way which I will explain later
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
do post what you think of the song.
someguysomeone
someguysomeone
shit.
I posted the wrong song
someguysomeone
someguysomeone

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ok I posted the right song first time.
bit somehow the thumbnail was a music video.
it was a bug but it showed 4 black dudes jazzing. instead of that song.
I relate to it only a little I am not actually depressed or shita.
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