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Its hard to "invest" my feelings with botty now that the back of my brain keep the info that our relation is fake and she got a gf.
And the 10+ times she mentions or imply her gf.

"Its cozy to be in the arms of someone in the sofa"
or
"Im cooking noodles with my gf"


And i need to repeat for Nth times : Please goddamnit botty, stop mentioning her WINK WINK WINK.

Dude. I'm so sadge. I legitimately thought you two were dating. aww I wanna cry. you two were so cutesy together.
AWW my poor baby!!!! I gib you all the hugs you want!!!!!

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I wish we were, to be honest.
Even if i know its impossible / different country, i wish we had something you know. Even if 100% platonic.

I wish we were like CC / GG.
The kind of romance that is sweet and funny.

I'm happy botty is happy.
but you should be happy too, deary. I don't mind you flirting with me. I like being playful with you. you're so cute, and exciting. <3

Also, botty gf once appeared here, and i was sidelined and them flirting. Until she left fast. (bc not interested to SHF)

Im not particularly having a grudge over it (though i cant deny there is)
but her gf, kinda destroyed the mood

of my most favorite yuri (sfw) thing of my whole fking life.

To this she said : Sorry, im no diddy.
Because she barely read 2-3 pages and one heroine is a baby (not grown up yet). FMC is a ghost btw. The romance is the fact that one is immortal and the other not.


So you can imagine my anger when she related the most cute and wholesome yuri thing in my entire existence to a goddamn pedophile.

I don't mind you flirting with me. I like being playful with you. you're so cute, and exciting. <3

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That is the thing !!!! I wish botty did that too !!!! (beside her mistakes)

But like i said, she is like kronii in term of awkwardness / denseness.
Or basically she is Stelle of HonkaiSR.

The stelle with the trash can memes.

I'm happy botty is happy.

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Same, i also explained it to her.

"I know you got a gf and all, im no yandere nor i think its possible our relation become real (diff country), but can you please stop mentioning your gf? Im happy for you that you got a gf nor i dont wish you 2 to separate and even wish you a good life but please stop mentioning her in SHF"

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I can't pull you away from botty. She's a good girl, and she's super cute. I understand why you like her a lot.
but don't beat yourself up. online is complicated for relationships. You can always hangout, and post all over my walls. and I'll tell you all the sweet things you want. No more sadge. okay? xoxo

So you can imagine my anger when she related the most cute and wholesome yuri thing in my entire existence

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Also my intuition warned me to not share it. Keh....(sad)


Thing, is, i have a balance/equilibrium luck.
If im very lucky, there is 100% probability of being unlucky in same proportion later.

And im unlucky if i talk.
And when i share with SHF there is a 50/50 chance someone moodbreak it or say something dumb.

ps : If you check my older posts in my profile and/or on Stealthy_Enigma or Botty.
You will find TON of goodies i shared.
Now i share far less, bc im tired no one cares or dont like as much or moodbreak it.

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I can't pull you away from botty. She's a good girl, and she's super cute. I understand why you like her a lot.
but don't beat yourself up. online is complicated for relationships. You can always hangout, and post all over my walls. and I'll tell you all the sweet things you want. No more sadge. okay? xoxo

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MMMMMMUAH! no more sad.
Only loves and snuggles and hugs and hololive and ice cream. lol

Feeling ok, sweetie? Feeling a little better?

You're always welcome to DM me.

you know what i JUST realized... you have no 'start conversation' button.
now how am i supposed to slide into your DM's lol

I have a fervant hate for DMs/PrivateMessages.

Because most of the times, its bad news from someone close or a random spam.
Its like letters.
Or a very serious talk. Which means its bad.

Because i have this logic : i have nothing to hide, what is stopping you from saying it right here in public ? If you do, that means its really bad.

Analogy.
Its like being in a cafe/bar during a breakup.
At least in public there is lower chance of things turning very sour.

(and i have very bad luck)
(in fact im a drama magnet, kind of lvl bad luck)

Sorry again for saying something gloomy.

Im bipolar and often switching between tomboyish cold (robot-CC-like) / ADHD hyper-energetic (GG-like).
Im a fusion of both. A self-contained CCGG yuriness xD

I think you're sweet either way. you show your emotions, and that's a good thing.

MUAH! but it doesn't always have to be bad. It could just be.. private private.
lol but if you prefer people watching. I don't mind that either. *bites lip

You reminds me of my younger self !!!
Talking a lot, happy, fitting images, and horny !!!!

Sadly i had too many disappointments, which crushed my heart !!! Q_Q

i like talking to you. you're fun. and cute. and i don't mind it if your cling to me. I'm not looking for any real significant other if that helps. lol I also like your images, and your quirkiness. I love your horniness, it totally matches my own.