Do not, worry, when people are angwy, they have better things to do than reading your defences. It will just take some time. Then, you can reconcile, I, for my part, reconciled with a few people here on the forum too.
I simply gave a well founded explanation about how i have valid dislikes for the art. (tldr : they horror and botty not very well proportioned)
But they simply zoink-ed me just like that.
We didn't persay fight.
I think she is just too accustomed to praise (and cough simping) so she was uncomfortable for my criticism.
I have this wrenching gut feeling of remorse bc someone dislike me (for no reason/misunderstand me).
AND
combo with remorse that i had a fight with botty (sequels).
So right now, i try to be positive but truth is im down bad.
It still feel horribly bad, to be "ignored/muted".
In fact, im guessing it hit my PTSD sore point, that in the past no one care about me, while the "popular one" is fine and continue with their life. Everyone siding with the popular one. (AliceShiki)
Its not as in the past, but like usual the uncontrollable brain can't help but feel the ressemblances = PTSD.
I can only offer you a hug, and my own experience. In the past, I ahd soem major clashes on the forum here too. Mostly with popular people. The mostly left, so I kinda won, I guess, in the end. But, yes, it is true, people love to win. That is why they stand with the mighty.