I am trying to write FangYuan lite aka typical CN male murderhobo.
On one side, I have no qualms writing the atrocities he commit/ will be commiting.
On the other hand however, when I try to write some sympathetic shit for the guy up front aka getting kicked out of party/ banished from kingdom unjustly or even murdered from the start, I recoiled.
Bit slow on my part, but may the Beast and the Beggar from Kungfu Hustle rest well.
First and foremost, I do not know the Beggar well, but the Beast's actor really struck a chord after Kungfu Hustle with his next movie, where he told the main purpose of martial arts to the MC.
To kill and to win; if you want to keep fit, do other simple exercises. Martial arts is used to beat up people.