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Unreal in what way, assuming you are willing to share? Nonetheless I wish you to get through this as soon as possible.

@ElijahRyne It’s quite hard to explain… but I’ll try… everything feels like I’m in a state in between reality and illusion to the extent that I can’t really tell what’s actually real sometimes… I find myself constantly drifting in between my mind, reality and somewhere I can’t really define-nyah.

I also have a constant warm coldness that causes me to be both numb and extremely sensitive… sometimes my memory will just vanish as if it never existed to begin with… this has a tendency to make me hallucinate things like monsters, movement and sometimes even doing stuff-nyah.

Along with that I often hear voices… I always have but with the addition of unreality I find them more and more like my own… this tends to cause me confusion on who I am to the extent that every morning I gotten into to habit of manually reminding myself of my name etc… along with the fact I have to be constantly wary when talking to people since I’m honestly not sure if they are real or not-nyah.

........Welcome to Schizophrenia

That’s pretty much the gist of it… it’s why I read so much as it’s the only time I can completely disconnect from everything by blocking out my senses with a combination of loud music, abyssal darkness and a story to prevent external distractions-nyah.

@Tsuru my family does have a history of that… but if that’s the case then I’d have ADHD, ADD, Autism, Bipolar 1, and Schizophrenia… is that why I’m so lucky when playing gacha games…? Nyaah…

Yes.
Reading story (or music) is indeed one good way to do that.
Me too.

my family does have a history of that… but if that’s the case then I’d have ADHD, ADD, Autism, Bipolar 1, and Schizophrenia… is that why I’m so lucky when playing gacha games…? Nyaah…

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DNA
is a underestimated bitch. (with no main media pointing it out)

Its not simply "oh there is this DNA-family-disease"
No. All bunch of stuff is also succeeded.

And it sucks.
A lot.

Agreed… my chronic migraines are also inherited and I’m willing to be my VSS is too… on the plus side I also inherited my family’s generational creativity and talent for art-nyah.