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At the same time my sense of self has been deteriorating at a worrying rate… and I starting to wonder if I’ll even technically exist in 10 years or so or if I’ll just be a husk… maybe not even that long~ I can barley remember who I am anymore? So maybe it already happened… I always felt like ever since I was 7 I became a different person-nyah.

My head also is constantly heavy while being simultaneously light… filled with fog and annoyingly shallow… but occasionally I find myself so deep in my mind and unable to escape as my delusions seem to overwhelm and take over my vision… this happens at random moments so I don’t know how to prevent it… nonetheless there probably isn’t anything I can do about it for now or possibly at all with my luck-nyah.

I wonder what’s wrong with me? Every time I go to the doctor or talk to family about it… I get no answers or something like “Your completely fine.”… and I’m pretty damn confident I’m not-nyah,

Anyway I should stop ranting now… I’ll be fine in the end~ I always am-nyah.

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