The initial joy of watching someone else play, the excitement of playing said game, the realisation that you aren't enjoying the game because: you aren't playing a press account/ god mode, you aren't as skilled, game is p2w & you are f2p for life.
Then the sinking disappointment of knowing that the joy you seek will never come no matter the time you spent.
Then the sinking disappointment of knowing that the joy you seek will never come no matter the time you spent.


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