I know I have lot of trauma and honestly I am morbidly curious about the stuff I've subconsciously blocked out because a lot of fucked up shit been done to me over the years... So does that mean the blocked out stuff is even worse and if so I am genuinely scared of what the hell happened... if it really is worse then if I completely remembered it I'd probably just snap on the spot-nya.

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