Also before people misunderstand that i try to "attract attention" or "wow its a lie and didnt leave at all". No. I truly want to leave it. For real, if i lie i go to hell.
I simply cant seem to leave it.
To make it simpler, its like the trope of "girl cant leave her toxic relationship boyfriend bad boy"
ps : i hate that fate wants me to experience all cliches ever in existence. Even NTR included.